"I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU BECAUSE MY LOVE AND HATE COLLIDED."
Cassandra Watts was known as the singer who hid her voice away from those she loved, and all of those she didn't.
When a ten year battle between her and her most sacred enemy, Lee Felix (...
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Cassie As soon as the bell to English 3 Honors rung, I literally had to bite my tongue from groaning.
It was official. Me and Felix were now halfway into our deal, and I had to spend lunch with him on the football field.
I shivered in fear. The football field. Also known as, every single popular kids's hot spot. Including the Stray Kids clique. Hopefully, I'd see Emma with Evan, but I wouldn't bet on it, only because Em and Evan were having serious fights.
And as I walked down to the football field, I saw that Morgan was starting to text me, clearly wondering where I was.
From: Morgan Girl, where are you? Me and the girls are worrying! Sent at 12:01 PM.
Typing back as fast as I could to avoid getting a crowd of people asking questions again, I typed my response.
To: Morgan The football field. I'll catch up with you guys when we hang out after school. Want to ask the girls if they want to go and get a early dinner at Chili's tonight? Sent at 12:01PM.
Walking a bit slower so I could get a response, Morgan texted back a minute later with the reply I was anticipating.
From: Morgan The girls are all on board! But you owe us a explanation missy. After all, what could you be doing on the football field? 🤔 Maybe a certain Lee Felix has something to do with this? 😏 Love you girl! ❤ Sent at 12:02 PM.
Playfully rolling my eyes at my best friends's teasing, I replied back with a red heart and speed walked outside, letting the cold chill of November hit me in a wave.
I found that my heart was beating rapidly and with every step I took closer to the field, it only got worse.
Was I really going to do this? I had every single capability of turning around and going to my usual table in the cafeteria, but that's when reality hit me in the face.
This was junior year. I had to feel some adrenaline, try new things. Yet above all, I had to keep my word to Felix.
So walking on the field, I found every popular kids's eyes land on me, heads turning.
This was such an abnormal and powerful feeling. The feeling of knowing there were people with the power to destroy your reputation staring at you, and you couldn't help but question over and over what was going on their heads.
I spotted Felix and the other eight sitting on the bleachers, and I boldly made my way over to them, ignoring the stares and glances.
Unfortunately, I didn't spot Emma in the mist of all this, and it was really upsetting considering she was my only real friend on this field, next to Changbin of course.
