My Greatest Enemy is My Soulmate | Lee Felix ✔

- sixteen : fate is fate -

This chapter is going to be very, very emotional.

Not just because I am the oldest and connect with Cassie in every way possible, but because I can never imagine situation where my little sister or brother has to be put in a hospital room and on the verge of dying.

So for a second, I just wanted to say something. If you are a brother or sister, I want you to just consider how lucky you are to have those older and or younger siblings with you. You are fucking blessed every minute of the day, to know and to cherish those siblings. Protect them, love them unconditionally and just make every minute perfect with them.

Believe me, there are the good days and the bad ones with siblings, but I wouldn't trade Landon (my little brother), Hannah (my little sister), or Pheobe (my dog, but still) for the universe.

I would die for all three of them because they are the people that I cherish. Including my parents.

So in honor of today's chapter, I dedicate this to my siblings who each own a gianormous fragment of my heart.

Anyways, sorry for the life lesson, but I love you all, stay safe and enjoy!
❤Autumn.

Cassie
Sisters.

Many people had them, many people did not. It was either a blessing or a curse, and though I may of been angry with Jade at points, there was never a time when I wished she wasn't next to me.

I found that as I grew up with her, made memories with her and even built a home with her and our parents, each year I matured and did things that were utmost appropriate. Being Jade's role model was more important to me many things.

If anything, Jade was and always will be one of the best things that's ever happened to me.

I was happy I had a sister to wake up to in the morning. I was ecstatic that while growing up (at least after I turned seven) I had someone to play with, do everything with. I was lovingly content with being able to tell Jade goodnight and give her a kiss on the cheek at night.

Jade was this burst of sunshine that brought light to my world of darkness, and to imagine that little ball of light ever going out again...

It would forever crush my soul.

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I had heard the voices of many before I opened my eyes and reached the world.