"I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU BECAUSE MY LOVE AND HATE COLLIDED."
Cassandra Watts was known as the singer who hid her voice away from those she loved, and all of those she didn't.
When a ten year battle between her and her most sacred enemy, Lee Felix (...
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Felix I have seen and heard the hidden treasures of the world through my own two eyes and ears, but nothing could ever be more of a treasure than watching my pregnant wife carry my baby.
To know that there was a little human inside Cassie's stomach that we made out of love and expansion had always made me go soft to the heart, and I would never ever get enough of knowing we were going to be parents any day now.
Cassie was glowing with happiness, looking as beautiful as ever as she walked--or more so, waddled--to our gianormous bed while holding my hand, our wedding bands flashing under the dim lights of our bedroom.
For the last three years, it's been a flurry of traveling for the band on our route of being international kings, all the while being married and being the supporting plus loving husband I was to Cassie, who was taking off with her singing career.
That's why when nine months ago on my twenty-first birthday, I was ecstatic to hear that we were pregnant.
Although, along with the excitement came the constant worrying, which made me and the guys agree not to make a come-back until next year.
Which was absolutely fine, because me and Cassie weren't the only ones expecting.
Hyunjin and Elaine had their first a year ago, finding out that their pregnant with their second only a week ago.
Jisung and Morgan however were on maternity leave for a while with the twins, which me and Cassie babysitted or helped out with as much as we could.
Minho and Alex had their first seven months ago, providing their daughter with love and utmost importance.
Woojin and Blaire, just like Hyunjin and Elaine, had their first a year ago.
Changbin and Veronica were currently trying for a baby, ready to be parents at any time. Just as Emma and Jeongin were doing as well.
Seungmin and Avery had their son a month ago, already very attached to parenthood.
And then there was Chan and Alina, who were expecting in only two more months.
So needless to say, all of us were very busy and in need of a break for our children (or upcoming children), to try and relax with. The raging hormones of our wives were child's play compared to our kids.
Yet with finding out about parenthood, there was also a new fear settling in my bones. A fear that I wouldn't be enough for my kids.
