My Boy (shyland)

Part 11

shane

Me and ryland are doing better than ever. It's almost too perfect. I love him, he loves me, were both going to the same collage in a couple of weeks, everything is great. 

At least i thought.

ryland

"I have a bad feeling Shane...."

"Like what baby?" He said resting his head on my shoulder.

"About my parents.... like something bad is gonna happen to them."

"I'm sure it's nothing babe, but is there anything i can do to help?"

"You can cuddle me." I said with a small smile on my face. 

"Gladly." He said as he nuzzled his head in the crook of my neck.

I love him so much. He makes me so incredibly happy. But this feeling in my stomach won't go away. It has nothing to do with Shane. It had something to do with my parents.... like something bad is gonna happen to them. I have these premonitions sometimes, and most of the time they're bad. I'm just hoping that this is the flu or something. 

My parents are the worst. I painted this picture in my head that they were perfect, but now that i look back on it, they never asked me how my day was, my dad was almost never home, and my mom was on crack. They never even cared about me, they weren't even gonna pay for my collage, not one penny. And they were never there for me, not to talk, not for anything, I was always alone. 

But I still love them, obviously, they're my parents. Even if they are heartless homophobes.

*the next day*

Shane and I were cuddled up in bed, watching Trisha Paytas when i got a phone call. I picked up my phone to see who it was and saw it was my mom. I looked at Shane with sad eyes, confused about what to do. He just nodded and said,

"Do what you feel is right."

I sighed and clicked accept.

What do you guys think is gonna happen? What does Ryland's mom have to say?

And what about Ryland's bad feeling? Comment your answers to these questions! 

I love you all!

-kay