My Boy (shyland)

Part 16

shane

Dear mental diary,

Ryland's memory is slowly starting to fade. I only remembered the most memorable moments.

Dear mental diary, 

I can barely remember him. no matter how hard i try.

Dear mental diary,

Something is missing. I feel like i forgot something. But i can't remember.

ryland

Shane has been in a coma for 54 days. Today is our one year anniversary. I'm hoping and praying that he'll wake up today. It would be perfect. I miss him so much. I've been going to collage, but it would be so much better with Shane. Just bland classes, bland days, bland people.

The doctors say that there's a 70% chance that he won't remember me. The chances of that happening go up everyday he doesn't wake up. 

I went out and bought a balloon, just for a little decoration.

I was sitting by his hospital bed, studying.  Suddenly, his eyes snapped open. 

"Where am I?" He asked me, puzzled. 

"You're in the hospital Shane."

"How do you know my name?" He asked. 

"Are you a doctor?"

Oh no. The worst has happened. 

He doesn't remember me.

Tears filled my eyes as i said,

"I'm your boyfriend, Ryland."

He looked confused. 

"I don't have a boyfriend." He said, still looking unsure.

"I think..." He said

I called for a doctor, and i told him everything. He told me to show him pictures, and take him to his favorite places to try to jog his memory. I may not have to start all over.

He told me that the next day I could check Shane out. 

*The next day.*

Shane and I go into the car and started driving to collage. 

"Where are we going? He asked.

"We're going to where we live." I said as i turned for the exit towards the school. 

We got to the collage and I was ready to get to work. I was gonna make this boy remember me, even if it's the last thing i do. 

We sat down on my bed as I reached down under my bed and got a shoe box.

"How's a shoe box gonna help with jogging my memory?" He asked, sounding very confused.

"Hold on and you'll see." I said, unhooking the clasp that held it together.

Inside was a bunch of Polaroid pictures of Shane and I. One on the bus, One of the first day we started dating, One on the day of our first kiss, (the same day as we started dating.) and One from our date by the water fall, and many more..

He started to look through them, looking more and more confused by the second. 

"This is all so confusing Ry, I don't understand."

My eyes went wide.

"Ry! That was the first time you've called me Ry since you got out of the hospital!" I exclaimed, getting excited that it was working.

"No, I heard my mom call you that in the hallway." 

"Oh." I said heartbroken.

He continued searching through the pictures, but nothing did anything. But i wasn't about to give up on Shane.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Shane doesn't remember Ryland! Will he forget him forever? Tune in to the next chapter!

Thank you for 570 reads!

Ily all!

-kay