Part 26

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ryland

We got home and I was already super excited to film with Shane, who was also getting ready for his first real directing gig. We had already got the script, and even met some of the cast. Shane and I were also staring to plan for our wedding. We decided to invite all of our friends, even some of Shane's in California. We are having a woods wedding, with me and Shane's favorite meal, Chipotle. We got them to cater the whole wedding, including snacks and appetizers. We decided to get married after the movie was finished, because of all the chaos that was gonna take place during and before filming. Shane almost made me wear a dress, but I decided I wasn't THAT gay.


*Time skip to first day of filming.*

shane

We got to the set and it was beyond everything I had ever dreamed about as a director. An actual feature length film set. It was amazing. And to share it with my beautiful fiance made it so much better. I met up with the executive producer and we talked for a bit about anything and everything, and it was a lot to take in. I felt like i should have been taking notes. 

Ryland got whisked away to hair and makeup and we slipped apart. I was relived that one of the first scenes we were filming had him in it. I could comfort him a little bit. He is prone to lots of anxiety attacks. And being in front of a camera while under pressure is definitely one of the triggers. Well, any instance where he's under pressure.


ryland

"Ryland, you're on in 5." Gina said.

"Ok, thanks Gina."

I was already having a panic attack. What if we have to repeat the scene a bunch? What if I fail? What if....

I wish Shane was here to comfort me... 

A silent tear fell down my cheek. I looked up and saw something I really needed.

"Hi baby."

"Shane, I don't know if I can do this.."

"Of course you can! We spent all night practicing remember? You will do great."

"I love you." 

He kissed me on the cheek and said,

"I love you too. Now, let's go do this."



awwww

What do you guys want to see? I feel like the book is getting boring.

Hurricane coming tonight, wish us all luck.

Stay safe. 

Ily all.

-kay

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