My Boy (shyland)

Part 8

ryland

I've been in the hospital for 2 weeks now. I've felt so alone, despite Shane's efforts to come everyday, finals were soon and he had to study. Sometimes he would study with me, and i would give him flashcards while laying in the hospital bed. I'm two days away from leaving and i have no where to stay. I think I'm gonna tell Shane, He would let me stay with him. That's another thing. What are we? that question has been hanging in my mind ever since he kissed me on the forehead when i was in a coma. Does he love me in the same way i love him? Hell, i don't even know his sexuality. I'm not sure he does either. I still haven't told him that i came out to my parents. i told him that my parents visited when he wasn't here, during school hours. I think I'm gonna tell him today. the really fucked up thing is, my parents haven't even called. or texted. or even wondered about me. I was just a burden to them. They're better off with out me, and I'm better off without them.

"Ry? Are you awake?"

"Yeah Shane, come on in."

"You look..." he paused to look at my expression. "Scared."

"Shane, I need to tell you something."

he looked at me with concerned eyes, eyes that looked like they really, honestly, truly cared. My parents never looked at me like that.

"Go on."

"I lied to you about my parents. They never visited. The reason i attempted suicide is... they kicked me out because i came out to them." I started crying. I hated crying in front of him, but I couldn't stop the tears from coming.

He said nothing. He stared at me with a blank expression that i couldn't read. I got scared. Does he hate me now?

All of the sudden, he smashed his lip into mine.

OOH PLOT TWIST! How is Ryland gonna react? Whats gonna happen between them?

sorry for the short chapter btw.

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-kay