The fake boyfriend

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He was standing in my backyard I didn't know if I should run down into his arms or shut my window and go back to sleep. I didn't do either I just looked at him with a blank face. I stared at him wondering why he would come to my house and how he thinks it's ok to. He called my name and it brought me back to reality. What do you want I said in a harsh tone. I want you he responded. With that answer my heart melted like it always does with him but I know I couldn't show him the way I felt. Oh now you want me because a few hours ago you didn't want anything to do with me I yelled at him. I know if I keep yelling at him from my bedroom window I would wake my mom up so I close my window and walked to my back yard.

I open the door and he was there waiting for me. When he saw me he ran up to me and gave me a big hug. When I didn't hug back he let go of me with a shocked look on his face. "Evvie I am so sor- " he said but I cut him off before he could finish. Let me guess your so sorry for breaking up with me and going and dating another girl. Your sorry that you hurt me and you will never do it again if I give you another chance. Oh and this I know I have hurt you in the past but it's going to be different this time. Please give me another chance I'm so sorry. I mocked him by saying all the things he usually says to me me when we brake up.  He just looked at me not knowing what to say or do. I was done I didn't want to look at him anymore I turned around to walk back in my house but I was stopped.

Alex grabbed my arm and turns me around. He pulled me close to him and put his soft lips on mine. I didn't know what to do, but I did kiss him back.  I know I shouldn't have but I am so used to kissing him that it was like a force of habit. We were kissing and I knew it was not good for me but it felt so right. He slipped his tough into my mouth and deepened the kiss. He picked me up and I rapped my legs around his waist. I was so lost in the kiss that I didn't even know we were in my bed room when he laid  me down on my bed. We separated from the intense kiss, Alex took of his shirt and started to take off his belt. I knew if I didn't stop this now then we would end up having sex, I didn't want to stop but I knew that I had to. I wasn't ready to take that step in life and Alex and I aren't even dating now.

I sat up on my bed and looked at him, he was so hot but I had to stop him. Alex I said getting his attention. He looked up at me I told him that I'm not ready to have sex. He gave me a disappointed look then put his shirt back on. He sat on the side off my bed and put his hand on my leg. His hands were cold but it felt like it was supposed to be on my leg. I looked at Alex and asked why do you keep hurting me. He responded with I don't know. What do you mean you don't know I said raising my voice. You fill me with all these emotions that I don't know how to control. I want to get away from them but I can't because I need you in my life. You put me in pain when I'm with you or away from you. He said raising his voice. If I put you in so much pain then why do you keep me in your life. I Yelled at him not even caring if I woke my mom or Carlos up. All he said was because, I looked at him like how could he just say because. Because why I yelled. He responded with words he has never said to me. BECAUSE I LOVE YOU OK.