The fake boyfriend

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Don't play the song

During the car ride home we just talked and laughed. I remember all the reason why I love this boy. But I'm honestly confused about my feelings. I have all these feelings for Alex and some feelings for Christopher. There are so many pros and cons to dating either of them. I don't know what to do, but I think I'm going to brake off this fake relationship with Christopher.

(Skip the car ride)

When we got closer to the house I told Alex to stop the car. We were two streets away from my house and I knew if my mom or anybody saw him bringing me or leavening, ever one would holed him responsible for me leaving. He pulled over and I learned over to his seat and gave him a kiss goodbye. "I'll call you as soon as I can, ok" "ok" I reached over land put my hand on his face and kissed him again. "Just remember that I'm going to be grounded for 2 months" " I'll remember as long as you remember what we have here" " how could I forget." I smiled and we kissed again. I got out of the car and started walking. I got to the house in like 10 minuets. I would have got there in like 5 but it was hard for me to walk.

When I walked into the drive was then into the house I got really nervous. As I shut the door my mom ran up to me. " Where the heck have you been?" I didn't answer I just walked passed her. She chased after me and asked again. I didn't answer because I didn't want to get into a big fight. I walked up to " my room" and closed the door. She came up and was ponding on the door. "Mom you already said I was grounded so there is no point in talking about it." "Yeah you are grounded for 2 months and I need your phone" " no" I said giving her attitude. "Give me your phon right this instant" I walked to the door, opened it and gave her my phone. I shut it off and changed the password before I gave it to her.

I instantly shut the door and sat on the floor. I didn't know what to do I was bored out of my mind. I just sat there on the floor with my back up against the wall. I just started sings to myself.

Play the song

" Mmm, baby, I don't understand this
You're changing, I can't stand it
My heart can't take this damage
And the way I feel, can't stand it
Mmm, baby, I don't understand this
You're changing, I can't stand it
My heart can't take this damage
And the way I feel, can't stand it
Mmm, baby, I don't understand it

Boy, you're making it hard for me
Boy, you're making it hard for me
Boy, you're making it hard for me, uh
Boy, you're making it hard for me
Boy, you're making it hard for me
Boy, you're making it hard for me

Mmm, baby, I don't understand this
You're changing, I can't stand it
My heart can't take this damage
And the way I feel, can't stand it
Mmm, baby, I don't understand this
You're changing, I can't stand it
My heart can't take this damage
And the way I feel, can't stand it
Mmm, baby, I don't understand this
You're changing, I can't stand it
My heart can't take this damage
And the way I feel, can't stand it
Mmm, baby, I don't understand it"

I'm not sure why the first song that popped into my mind was by X. After that I started crying, I'm not sure if it was over the fact that X is no long with us, or if it was because I felt bad for scaring my family by running away, or if it was because I knew I was hurting 2 very important people in my life. I don't know, but what I do know is that I cried my self to sleep.