Disastrous Love {BWWM} ⚠️MAJOR CHANGES AND EDITING❗️

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Professor Bateman

heading down the sidewalk When I noticed the most beautiful girl ever. Her beauty took me away. I have to get closer to her. I've always loved my women with more melanin. It's true once you go black you never go back. And I've never been back ever since. They have me in a choke hold.

She's a sight to see. I couldn't keep my eyes off of her. I was so caught up in a daze that we bumped into each other. All of her things went flying. I was stunned by her beauty. And embarrassed that I immediately begin to help her pick up her fly away papers. While she scrambled to get the rest of her belongings. "I'm So sorry. I didn't mean to hit you." She spoke in a panic.

" no no it's ok. You must be new here?" I asked her.

She nodded. "Yes we're freshman "  She said standing  motioning towards the female next to her. "You made the right choice picking this school. Good luck on your first day." I spoke before I dismissed myself.

This is not the way to go. I have to ignore these feelings. I've never felt this way in life. And it's so refreshing. Bc I thought it was me. And the life inside of me was gone. When I got to my door my head rested on it. I let out a deep breathe I didn't know I was holding. I have to pull myself together. I could barley function. She made me so nervous. She had me so jittery.

It took me a minute to calm down. I've never been a clumsy person. And I've never folded like that around no one. I stepped foot into my door feeling Myself being pushed against the wall before the door could close shut. "I've missed you baby." I heard lightly before Lauren's lips was attached to mines. She immediately fumbled with my pants getting on her knees.

Lauren. She's the professor across the hall from me. We occasionally have meet up's. This is something that I didn't mean to continue. But it's been happening. I pushed my hand against her head to stop her. "No Lauren. You can't keep doing this. We can't. I can't ." I spoke pulling my pants back up.

"Why? What do you mean baby? You weren't complaining last night." She spoke running her hands down my chest. "I said stop. Don't make me repeat myself." I spoke stepping away from her.

Her face furrowed. "Why are you doing me like this?" She questioned. " I told you this already Lauren. Me and you will never be anything.  I told you this from the jump." I responded not trying to be so harsh with my words.

"Am I not your type?" She asked. I dropped my head from frustration. She's hearing nothing I'm sayings.  "It must be that girl you were chatting with earlier." She voiced. "You've been watching me. Following me?" I asked concerned. I never told her we would be together. She knew it was just sex nothing more. Nothing less

"Leave." I spoke opening the door. "If you're looking for a darker woman I can be that. I can get a tan. I can be whatever you want me to be."she responded ignoring what I just told her. "You're insane. You need to leave now." I voiced. She left the room slamming the door.

I can't believe she actually said that. "A darker woman" what's her problem? "A tan." I laughed after repeating what she said out loud.