Disastrous Love {BWWM} ⚠️MAJOR CHANGES AND EDITING❗️

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Nick

I'm currently laying in bed with kaylee. She was asleep on my chest. I rubbed her hair smelling it from time to time.

I threw my head back trying to blink the tears that was about to fall. I still don't feel any better. I feel like I've cheated on her even though she's no longer alive. I feel worse than before.

How can I stop feeling like this. How can I? I grabbed my phone to see I had miss calls from unknown numbers. I decided to call back. The phone sat against my ear while I was waiting for an answer. But they kept going to voicemail.

I sat my phone down just looking up at the ceiling. Its in the middle of the day an I'm back laying in the bed. I sat up causing kaylee to wake up.

"Are you okay?" She questioned.

I stood up wrapping a towel around me. "I'm fine kaylee. Just go back to sleep." I said to her heading into my walk in closet grabbing me something to put on.

I came out seeing kaylee laying on reign side of the bed. Which sent an aching pain through my heart. She know I leave that side untouched fora reason. I tensed turning red in the face.

"What's wrong?" She asked me.

" that's reigns side of the bed. I wanted to leave that untouched." I said to her. "Omg. I'm sorry. I'm sorry i didn't know. " she got up immediately looking concerned

I shook my head grabbing my car keys. It's taking everything in me not to cry and just go crazy. I begin to take deep breathes. I've been doing a hell of a good job staying sane.

"Where are you going?" She questioned.

"Getting something to eat. Don't wait up." I said leaving her where she sat. I jogged quickly down the stairs trying ti get out of the house before I was stopped. But that was unfortunate. " What did you do?" She questioned.

"What are you talking about mom?" I aksed like I was unaware. "Wasn't she the one pregnant with your child and aborted it." She said speaking loudly.

"We were teenagers mom." I said to her.

"I don't care she killed an innocent child!!" She said yelling. When she gets mad she starts speaking in Spanish. "Ay ay ay. Eres un chico estupido te lo digo. estas siendo un maniquí ay ay ay. Oh Dios mío. este chico es tan ingenuo!!" (youre stupid boy i tell you. youre being such a dummy. ay ay ay. oh my god. this boy is so naive)

"Calm down. It's fine mom. I promise. I know what I'm doing. It's nothing serious. We aren't together." I said to her.

"No la quiero en esta casa. Apágala o lo haré yo mismo." (i dont want her in this house. put her out or i will myself.)

"ENOUGH!! I'm a grown man!! This is my house and she will stay!!" I said letting my anger out.

The look in my moms eyes I knew it was a mistake. I felt a sting across my face."NUNCA ME LEVANTESTE TU VOUICE DE NUEVO! ¡¡ME ESCUCHAS!!" (DONT YOU EVER RAISE YOUR VOUICE AT ME AGAIN!! DO YOU HEAR ME!!)

I turned around walking away from her. Because she is right. She's only doing what mothers do. I got into my car pulling off.

***

Reign

Here we are in front his house. I opened the door grabbing ahold of the car making my way around it. Kizzy came helping to the house."Woah. Is this where you been?" She questioned. I nodded my head smiling. "It's beautiful isn't it." I said to her. She continued to gawk at the house.We finally made it on the porch.

I knocked on the door. "I'm coming?!!" I heard nina say. I felt like I had butterflies all over. She opened the door and froze. "Reign?" She asked like she was questioning herself. I nodded my head. She cried instantly holding onto me. I was still a little weak. I had little to know strength to support her weight.

She wouldn't let me go. She basically carried me into the house. "MOMMM DADDDDDD!! GETTT DOWN HERE NOWWWWW!!!" She yelled causing them to come running down the stairs. "WHAT HAPPENED? ARE YOU OK NI-

"Reign." They stood confused. I nodded. Feeling at home again. They held onto me like their life depends on it. "Come come. She needs to sit. They guided me to the sofa.  "Where's nick??" I asked getting up quickly rushing to the stairs heading up them not waiting for an answer. I pushed the door upon with a huge smile. It faded quickly seeing him in bed w another female.

"N-Nick" i said feeling my chest cave in. I wouldve did better in the coma. What's was I thinking. I was to eager to get to him. He flushed pale. I stepped back closing the door swiftly.

. "Kizzy!! Kizzy!!! I need your help!!" I begged feeling everything starting to spin. I reached for her feeling myself about to drop. Her arms were extended rushing towards. I reached for and missed. She caught my head into her legs. I could faintly hear her. " I'm sorry baby. I should'nt brought you here."

"She came here rushing for you to make sure you weren't mad at her for being gone. What the fuck is wrong w you!"

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