dis·as·trous
causing great damage
Reign is not your typical teenage girl. Her life is based on lies. She feels unwanted and unloved by her peers. What happens when's she pursues a relationship with her professor. Will it be a disaster or blessing...
"I guess that's the last of it." I spoke closing the trunk, slipping my hands in my back pocket. I'm finally off to college.
My dad pulled me to him sighing. "Are you sure you don't want me to fly with you? You know I will." He said rubbing his hands on my head. I grinned enjoying his embrace. I shook my head looking up at him.
" I'm fine dad."I said burying my face In his chest,savoring the moment. He's all I have. And it's hard to let him go.
I could feel myself slipping into sadness again. I know my dad wants to be there every step of the way. But he can't. I have to do this alone. It's time for him to let my hand go. This is something I need to experience. I can't hide away for ever.
Me going to college is giving me a chance at life. Either if it's a good one or a bad one. I'm not sad about leaving here.I'm sad about leaving my dad. But this is my chance to finally get away from kizzy. She's been a pain in my Ass literally. All she has did is belittle me. And embarrass me. I can promise you she won't be missed.
She always act like she's better than me. I don't know what's her problem. She thinks she so entitled. I think she has to be color struck. One day I was wearing yellow. She goes to say "take that off your complexion is to dark for that." With her doing that didn't make it no better for me. That's one of the biggest thing I struggle with. My complexion. I let go of my dad smiling. "I love you. I'll call you as soon as I'm settled in." I said waiving at him as I was getting in the car.
"Wait wait!" I could hear kizzy screaming in the distance. She came Running towards the car with bags. "What is this?" I asked not understanding why she's putting her stuff in the car. And why does she have bags?
"Be nice re-re." He spoke lowly.
"You know how much I hate her. Why does she has to go where I'm going. The college I picked isn't the only available one." I said rubbing my temples. This can not be happening right now. This has to be a fucking joke.
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The whole ride I had to listen to kizzy blabber. I thought she was annoying when she was rude. But boy. She's even more annoying when she's apologetic. I really wished she'd go back to ignoring me.
My smiled widened seeing Us approach the campus grounds. I'm here. It saddens me a little to know my mom didn't see me to make it this far. But I know she'll forever be In my heart.
People were everywhere. All different shades and ethnicities. I smiled seeing them hanging out. No discrimination. I'm going to love it here. I stepped outside of the car inhaling the fresh air. Feeling the sun soak into my pores. Taking in my new scenery. For the next 4 years this'll be my new home.
"New beginnings"
I grabbed my bags hurriedly. Bc I don't need her hot On my ass. I have all the information I need. So I don't need a helping hand. I begin to head away from the car when I heard kizzy yelling behind me. "Wait upp!" I stopped in my tracks. This was my escape from her.
"You don't have to be nice to me. I know my dad put you up to this. I don't need you. I can do this by myself." I spoke annoyed that she was on my trail. Her mouth opens and then closed abruptly. "I'm serious.I did this bc I wanted to be alone." I said turning away from her but she grabbed my arm to stop me.
"Reign... please hear me out." She spoke slowly letting my arm go. Her eyes pleading with me. "I'm truly sorry for being a bitch to you. You never did anything to me. And I was so rude to you. Im not here to treat you like charity or to babysit you. I just want to get to know you better. I just want the best college experience with you. My sister." She spoke sincerely.
I nodded. "Let's go. We have to get settled in." I spoke picking back up my bags. "You forgave me?" She asked. I nodded. " she kissed my cheek hugging me quickly. "I've been wanting to do that. But I was afraid you would hit me." She said causing me to laugh. "I will don't do it again ." I responded looking at her. By the time I turned around I bumped into someone and my things went everywhere.
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I went scrambling for my things. My underwear was everywhere. I rushed to pick them up before Kizzy did. "Oh my fucking God! Reignn when did you start wearing thongs!" She yelled causing me to feel like I was going to faint. I was so flustered I didn't apologize to the guy I bumped into. "I'm So sorry. I didn't mean to hit you." I Rambled. "No no it's ok. You must be new here?" He asked.
I nodded. "Yes. We're freshman." I said standing with him. When my eyes met his face I was speechless. I was stuck in a daze. "You made the right choice picking this school. Good luck on your first day." He spoke before he dismissed himself. I nodded watching his body retreat.
