Disastrous Love {BWWM} ⚠️MAJOR CHANGES AND EDITING❗️

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Nick

I'm so numb. No matter how good of person. No matter how much I've changed for the better I always have price to pay from my past. What's the point of being good? What's the point of love? Fuck love. Fuck everybody. Fuck reign. Fuck joe, fuck Nina. Fuck them all. I don't mea.... I love her. I miss her. She won't  talk to me. Not even pass me a glance. purposely avoids me. I never see her. Not at the spots we usually go or hers. She just disappeared. Completely erasing me out of her life. What about our memories? Our love? The history? Nothing. Fuck her

"Another one."

I downed the 5th shot. Some how i still feel everything. Heartache and pain. "3 more." I signaled downing them as quickly as they came. Feeling the burning sensation fill my body.  I shook them off feeling dizzy. I love her. Reign I love you. I haven't heard her voice in months. I haven't laid my eyes on her in months. Fuck

I only want her. I need her. I don't want no other relationship but ours. She's making me ruthless. I've given her space but it's taking too long.

"I called an Uber. You've consumed over the normal
Limit of alcohol. I can't give you the keys." The bartender said snatching up my keys.

"No need. I got him" A familiar voice spoke beside me.

"What are you doing here?" I questioned. "Come on. I have to get you home." She said grabbing ahold of my hand and the keys real the bartender.

"I don't need your help." I shrugged off of me almost falling over. "Apparently you do she said grabbing ahold of me. "Now come on." 

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" nick wake up we're here." She helped me out of the car stumbling w me. We stepped onto an elevator.

Ding

"Jessica this is not my home. What are you doing?" I asked. Pulling away from but immediately falling backwards onto a bed.

"Could you please just talk to me. I don't like the way it's been. I'm sorry for what I did to you." She said causing me to stare at her. I stood up heading towards the door but facing her again. "Just hear me out please baby. I miss you." She spoke Again running her hands up my shirt,

"I really miss you nick. Just stay with me for this one night. We won't ever speak on it again." She said pulling the jacket I had on off. And along came my pants.

My hands rested on her head while it Bobbed. I threw my head back liking the way I slid in and out of her throat. He will know the pain and I felt and continuously feel Everytime I see them together. Smirked watching her pull my out of throat now looking up at me. "Stand up."

I watched her take the Clothes that's she had on off. Watching them Hit the floor piece by piece. She was in my arms immediately sliding down on it. She gasp feeling me all inside of her. I watch her bounce as I fucked her senselessly. I bit at me lip loving the way she felt Around me.

Eventually she was ass up face down as u dug deep into her. "Fuck!" She screamed trying to push me away. I grabbed it pinning it behind her back. She locked her hands w mines taking every inch of me. I was impressed she never was able to take it this good.

"Open your mouth." She faced me opening wide. Holding her hair back I pushed myself down her throat  listening to her moan. I bit at me lips watching her swallowing every last one of my kids.  "Let me ride."
She said Causing me to lay on my back. She slid down on him w ease making me throw my head back. She kissed me while she bounced on it. I grabbed her by her waist trying to stop Myself from nutting in her.

Now her hands rested against me chest. I watched her eyebrows furrow and her eyes rolling w her tightening around me. I grabbed ahold of her waist and she kept bouncing.  She slid up one last time and I came all over her back side.

Everything went dark.

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