Disastrous Love {BWWM} ⚠️MAJOR CHANGES AND EDITING❗️

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Reign

My shoulders were slumped in defeat. All the hope that I did have for telling him how I felt is completely gone. I can't believe he's been fucking Lauren. I should've known because she never has had a valid reason not to like me. I thought so wrong. It wasn't even in my place to kiss him. I should have never gotten that close to him. I shouldn't have never been that comfortable around him.

But I knew what I was doing. It's all my fault. I don't have anybody to vent to. Jasmine is gone for 3 more weeks. She's visiting her parents. Everybody is either in Their friend group or boo'd up. And then their is me. The loner. This isn't going the way I had planned  I'm too good for a male. But I'm not good enough to be a first pick. I feel like I'll always be someone holding space. They use me until they find the one they want.

What is wrong with me? Am I not enough? Will I ver be enough? I don't have to be in a relationship. I just want to know that I'm someone first pick. Or that somebody has my back. I don't think I'll ever get that.

My phone ring loudly from my pocket.

"Hello." I answered.

"Hello baby girl." That voice is music to my ears. Maybe I already made the wrong decision. I should have just stayed home with my dad.  "Dadd!!" I spoke excitedly. He always calls on the right time. I'm so thankful for him.

"How's college been treating you?"

"It's been kicking my butt." I said to him. Laughing. Not the actually work but my failed love interest.

"It's nothing my princess can't handle. I really miss you re re.you know I'm only one plane ride away" He responded.

"I miss you dad.being away from you has been so challenging. I don't fit in no where. Atleast back at home I had you. Now I'm all alone."
I spoke with tears dropping from my eyes.

"Don't ever think one bit that something is wrong with you. It's not you. It's them because they can't see how amazing you are. Don't ever try to fit in. Always be you stay true to yourself." He spoke making me feel
Better than I did originally.

"Thank you dad." I spoke wiping away the tears.

"How your sister doing?" He asked causing me to roll my eyes. "That's not my sister. She's your wife's daughter. She nothing more to me." I spoke very salty. I can't stand to be around her at all. Fuck her.

"Re don't say that. You two are going to have to figure something out. Because y'all are going to be big sisters. So y'all are going to have to learn how to cooperate." He spoke.

"Big sisters?" I questioned. Not sure what I was hearing was valid.  "What do you mean big sisters?!" I asked petrified.

"Yes their is a new edition being added to the family. So you two will have to cut the crap. We're all family at the end of the day. And will always be." He spoke answering my questions.

"I have to get going bye." I hung up quickly not wanting to hear anything else he has to say.  That's enough for one day.

My phone rung again.

"Reign. Before you HANG up just listen to me." Nick said

"Did you seriously just call my phone right now. I don't want to hear anything you have to say. How could you kiss me knowing your mouth has been on her. And did you know she's been giving me hell because of you. It took me today to figure that out." I spoke not giving him a chance to talk.

"Can we talk in person please. Just give me a chance reign." He begged me. I sighed with my hand rubbing across my face. "Where?" I asked.  I can't lie. This is interesting to me. And the way that kisses felt. Fat ma won't let me walk away from it.

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I hope this is the right houses it's so huge. It looks like rich people live here. Who house do you know has a beach for a backyard. My mouth was gaped. I got out of the car quickly making my way to the door. I knocked on it stepping away from it checking out the house. There is no way that this is his house. Absolutely not. It's so well put together.

The door opened and there he stood. I grinned but I dropped it fast. "Come inside." He spoke stepping aside letting me in. I sat my things down on his sofa now face to face with him.

"Just for the record I have not had sex with Lauren in 6 weeks. It was just a sex thing between us. But when I met you all of that stopped. Nobody has never made me feel the way that you did. Just by a glance. I wouldn't have disrespect you like that. I only have eyes for you. Feelings for you. It was wrong to kiss you. But it felt so right. I do apologize truly. Will you forgive. After This we both can forget everything that has tooken place in the past between us and keep it cordial." Nick finished.

"I do accept your apology. But no I can't forget it. This is what I want. I want you. I can't leave you alone. I'm the one that kissed you. I initiated it. I know it was wrong but I don't care. I'm willing to risk it all for you. It can be just between me and you. No one has to know. Because I'm not leaving you alone Nick." I spoke causing him to look taken back. "Yes you've heard very correctly. We'll have to be very discreet." I added.

"I'm yours Nick. I'm giving myself to you. I give you full permission." I spoke pulling him closer to Me. I really want him to fold me anyway he wanted possible.  He was quiet. Not a sound came from his lips. "Reign this could end badly." He spoke not really trying to give in. "I don't care. There is no turning back now." I spoke running hands through his hairs. "Don't act like I'm the only one who wants this. Because if it wasn't the case I wouldn't be in your home right now? So if this ain't what you want why am I still here?" I asked him. "I know everything I've been feeling you feel it to." I added a watching him grin.

He lifted me up holding me so tight. "I'm yours baby." I said giving access to do any possible thing he wanted to do with my body. He has full control

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