Disastrous Love {BWWM} ⚠️MAJOR CHANGES AND EDITING❗️

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Nick

I've been up here for the past 2 weeks nothing has changed everything is still the same. I haven't ate or slept. I haven't been to work. I can't go. I can't stand to walk in that room knowing she sits in one of those desk. Or knowing I can't look at her whenever I want to.

It's driving me insane. I've tried to go see her but they won't let me. Her dad won't let me see her and it's killing me. I don't know if she's awake. I still do have her phone. I can't get to nobody. I don't know anything. At the moment I have no hope. Because I do need her.

I haven't even been staying in my house or driving the same car. I just can't. I don't want to go near that house. Her car is still parked in the driveway of it. I use to expect to see her get out with her hair flowing in the wind. But I can't now. Her father just took her away from. I feel like giving up. But I won't. I know that she loves me and is inlove with me so I won't stop fighting for her. Because I know she wouldn't give up on me.

My heart aches for her everyday. It's not a second, minute or hour go by without me thinking of her.

Its not fair that they are keeping me away from her. No. Keeping her away from me. I was sitting in my car outside of the hospital. There was a tap on my window.

I looked up to see lucas. Rolled the window. "She's okay. She haven't showed any signs of movement yet. She's not on life support anymore. I felt that you need to know that she's alive. And okay." He said to me.

My eyes teared up. I tried to blink them away but I couldn't. "She loves ya bro." His laying his hand on my shoulder.

I let out a shaky breathe. "How did you know?" I questioned.

" they just let me saw her." He said to me.

I shook my head."how did you know that we are together?" I asked not looking at him.

He started to chuckle." Man it's obvious. The way you look her. The way she looks at you. Ya eyes tells it all. Or the anger in your face when a guy looks at her especially keith. Or da time i gave her a hug. If looks could kill I'll be dead. Ive
been dea" he said to me.

I started to laugh. I remember that day. She had beem ignoring me because she thought i slept with my ex. She thought thay she wasn't good enough because she was a victorious secret model. In all honesty my ex had nothing on her.

"Ahh man wat did ya do to her. She looked pissed." He said to me.

"My ex." I replied.

He nodded his head smacking his lips."typical." He said to me.

"Thank you." I said feeling a little better hearing about her.

"Its no problem mane. How bout dis. I'll hitcha up and let ya know how she's doing. I'll be ya eyes in ears. Because if I don't she'd probably kill me. And jasmine would to. Even kizzy. " he said to me.

I nodded my head. How is it that he can see her but I can't? I don't understand why he doesn't like me. Well besides the age thing. I haven't forced myself on her. I'm not with her for sex as you can see. I'm here because I'm inlove with her and i really care about her.

I crunk up the car pulling off. I have to go home. I can't keep sleeping in my car. I have to get up and get together. I have a college to run..

I walked into the house quietly as possible. I haven't said a word to them for passed 2 weeks. I don't know what to do Or say right now.

"Nick. Honey is that you?" My mom questioned.

"Yes." I said to her.

"Are you okay? How are you feeling? I don't know what you are thinking in that head of yours. I haven't seen you this way since the whole ex wife thing. And once again you're better off without her. Because if that wouldn't have happened you wouldn't have moved out of the state which means you wouldn't have met reign." She paused taking a breathe. "I'm sorry I'm sorry. I know I'm rambling. But what I'm trying to say is thank you for introducing us to reign and she's okay. She's going to pull through. She's a tough cookie." She said to me.

"Thanks mom. I know she is. I just tend to worry about her. I love her so much. And i-I need her. I really do." I said to her hugging her.

"I know. I know baby." She said

I smiled. I don't know what'll do without my mom. She always know what to say to me. Always.

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