Disastrous Love {BWWM} ⚠️MAJOR CHANGES AND EDITING❗️

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Nick

I haven't slept in about 4 weeks. after hearing the bad news that reign didn't make it. I haven't really been eating. I've beem stuck in my room in my bed with the door locked. 

I've been laying on my side leaving her side untouched. I smell it all the time crying. She's gone. I'm alone. She left me all alone. I love her so much and i hate I didn't get to say goodbye.

I sighed looking at the ceiling all cried out. Kaylee kept up smiling as long as she could but that faded when I realized she isn't reign. She isn't her. Everything I think about leads back to reign. I hate that I didn't give her all of me to show her how much I love her.

I don't know what to do next. And don't know where to go what to say. I don't even know how to be around people anymore. I don't want to run the college anymore. I just feel like giving up on everything. I don't care for anything anymore.

I'll do anything to get her back anything. If i have to live on the side highway in a box I would.

*knock knock*

"Honey are you okay?" My mom asked.

"I'm fine. I'm just tired." I said

"Honey you've been saying that for the past month. Get up and open the door before I open it myself." She said. By the tone of her voice I could tell her hands were on her hips and she was serious.

I sighed sitting up opening the door. She pushed it open walking passed me. She begin to push the curtains open to my windows that were reached from the ground to the ceiling.

"Bring some sunshine into this place. Its so dark and gloomy. You have to cheer up hone. It's been about 2 months Nick. You have to cheer up. Im sure reign wouldn't want you doing this. You know she wouldn't. Doing this isn't going to make her happy. You have to get up. It's other females out there. I'm sure reign wouldn't want you sitting in self pitty and being miserably. Do something that makes you happy. Makes you smile. And for goodness sake you have a whole  college to run.  Get your ASS up before I make you get up myself." She said with a stern look on his face.

I smacked my lips. Realising that she is right. I have to get up and move and be motivated for her. Make her have a reason to smile and look down and be happy with me.

"Boyyyy who are you smaking your lips at?!!!" She asked coming towards me.

I jumped across the bed laughing. "Nobody!! Nobody!!" I said with my hands up in defense.

"Hmmm. Now I'll be back in an hour. I want to see you up and out of here. Take a walk on the beach or run or something. Go get drunk. Or maybe get high. Is that what you call it? Or is it pot?" Anyways go do that." She said to me walking out of the room.

I started to laugh shaking my head. Okay today is a new chapter in life I'm going to live and try and be happy. Think about reign. And what she'll want you to do. Everything you do is for her.

I begin to pull my clothes off heading towards my bathroom.

I turned on the shower making sure it was hot enough for me. I headed back into my room to be faced with kaylee.

She jumped covering her eyes. "Oh my God. I'm so sorry nick. I came to suprise you." She said.

I didn't cover myself. I just looked at her. It's not like she haven't seen me before. I was a little reckless as a teenager.

She uncovered her eyes. Smirking. "You wanna realive old times?" She asked.

I smirked." Why not?" I said locking the room door heading back towards her. She pulled the dress off that she had on. And she was going commando.

" i see you were waiting on me." I said to her

I pulled her to me kissing her. I picked her up throwing her across my shoulder caring her to the bathroom.

She begin to squeal and giggle.

***

Kizzy

It's been month and reign is improving. She's moving her fingers and toes but her eyes aren't opening yet. I mustered up some balls and I decided to call nick.

I sat the phone next to my hear waiting for an answer. The phone kept ringing and ringing. nobody answered.

.i decided to call his cellphone. And nobody answered.

I called again but immediately hung up when my dad walked in for the first time in what 3 months.

"How's she?" he questioned.

I didn't say anything to him. I continued to comb her hair putting it up in a big curly puff. I added her lipgloss and was doing her eyebrows so whenever she woke up she'd be up and ready.

My dad just stood there watching me. "I know you're mad at me. I've been busy helping your mom through the pregnancy." He said to me.

"Is that an excuse. This is my sister. Your daughter. And she's in a fuckin coma. You wouldn't care to know that she's been getting better. She's moving know. But you don't care. Everything under the blue moon is important to you accept reign." I said on the verge of crying. "But it's okay I'm here for you reign. I'm sorry for being an ass." I said looking at her continuing to get her ready.

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