Disastrous Love {BWWM} ⚠️MAJOR CHANGES AND EDITING❗️

10

Reign

Today I'm going back home to see my dad. Thanksgiving has crept up on us so fast. Im Kind of not looking forward to this. Because I feel so uncomfortable and out of place. I feel like I don't belong like I'm the outsider.

I'm still in the mist of packing. Procrastination has been kicking my ass. "I thought you would be happy to see you dad?" Jasmine asked sitting on my bed. "I am. But I feel so out of place. I feel Like I don't belong." I responded. I don't have a mother. I can't believe she's really gone. Like she's non existent on this earth. She loved the holidays. So overjoyed and enthusiastic. And I know I'll never be able to get it back. Or ever hear her laugh or feel her warm embrace. I only have memories that I've been holding on to dear life for.

"Are You sure you don't want me to come. My family would be fine.they don't need me. You need me re. Just let me be here for you baby." I shook my head vigorously. "I really do appreciate you jaz. But I'll be ok. Go enjoy yourself. I'll be fine." I said. "I love you girl." She said engulfing me into a hug. I melted into her warm embrace.

"I love you moree. You don't understand. I really needed someone like you. I'm so grateful."I spoke zipping my suitcase up. "You know I got you girl." She spoke following me out of my room. I smiled hearing her response. She doesn't know how much she means to me. She's proven that she has my back. And I have hers.

My smiled faded when I saw Kizzy. We haven't spoke since the day I found out about her Keith. I walked right passed her. I can't believe I fell for the bs she fed me in the beginning about actually wanting to bond and be sisters. And apologizing for everything she's done. But it's obvious that she didn't mean it.

I was literally rushing because my man was outside. And I haven't been able to be around here because I've been swamped with dance class, charity events, and extra curricular activities I've joined. So I've been overly busy. I put my suitcase in the back and immediately got into his truck.

I literally flooded him with so many kisses. "I've missed you so much." I paused to look at him. It's been a minute since I've laid eyes on him. He laughed loudly. "Baby we've FaceTimed everyday." He spoke in between laughter.

"So... that's not enough. I haven't been around my man in a couple of weeks." I spoke watching his smiled stretch across his face because him hearing me call him my man. "You're right. I've been crazy. I've just been wanting to hold you re." He responded. "I know baby. Now you'll get the chance t-." I paused mid sentience hearing my phone ring.

"I've just got off the phone with your sister. You're not staying?" My dad immediately bombarded me with questions. " yes that's correct." I answered trying to fight off irritation. He's always running to her aid.

"You and kizzy aren't coming together?" He questioned me again. I groaned rubbing circles on my temples. " no we aren't dad. Why is it always about her? Can you call me for once and not mention her    . I don't understand. I'm your daughter." I answered.

"Reign both of you are my daughters. I truly care about the both of you. You know I'll
Always love you." He said.

"it doesn't feel like it. You knew how rude and mean she was to me for no apparent reason. And I tried to be nice. All you did was take her side. Saying shes getting used to being with us. But I was the one who was suffering. I lost my mother. After a couple of months of her death you brought in someone else. I was the one trying to adjust to everything.  Just because you gave me everything  I wanted doesn't  mean that you love me.  Just were just dealing with me." I said letting the tears fall. "I feel so out place. I don't fit in you guys family circle. I feel like such a burden." I added,

"Calm down re. It's ok. I got you." Nick spoke consoling me. I nodded doing as he says.

"Reign are you just saying that because of what happened with you and that boy." He spoke pissing me off.

"You're doing it again. I'm done. I'm done." I said hanging up the phone. The truck fell silent. He was giving me my time to cool off. And I really appreciated it.

"I hope your parents aren't dicks like mine is." I spoke out loud. He flinched from hearing my harsh words. " I'm so sorry. That wasn't suppose be said out loud."

"They aren't. I've already been talking their ear off about you." He said.

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