Disastrous Love {BWWM} ⚠️MAJOR CHANGES AND EDITING❗️

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Reign

I'm going back into my shell again. For the past 4weeks I've been alone. Only person I've been in contact with is my best friend meena. But I've fallen into my school schedule. I've been doing more to keep me occupied. Bc I've been trying to do what Joseph said and put me first.

"Reign." I heard my name being called. I turned to see who it was and it was Lucas. I smiled seeing him. "Hey lucas." I greeted. "How ya been. Ain seen you around in a minute. Where you been at?" He asked. We've been greeting each other for so long. I think he has made it to the friend zone. "Would you like to hang out sometime?" I randomly got the urge to ask him. "Fasho." He answered, putting his number in my phone. "If you have a girlfriend she's more than welcome to hang with." I added. "Bet bet." He said hugging me before he walked away. I was confused a little.I'm still trying to get use to his slang.

While I'm here I have to go speak with nick good for nothing ass for giving me a failing grade. What the fuck is his problem. Why would you try and fail me? I stepped foot into his classroom. He was sitting at his desk. "I'm not understanding why you're failing me. What is it that I'm missing that'll bring my grade up?" I asked sitting into one of the seats pulling out my laptop.

"What are you doing this?" He asked closing the room door. "I'm trying to bring my grade up. That's why I'm doing this." I said still looking down at my laptop. He closed it grabbing it away from me. "You're not actually failing. I need to talk to you. This was the only way to get your attention seeing you've been ignoring my calls and text." He said.

"If I'm not failing I have no reasons to be here." I said getting up but he stepped In front of me. I stepped away to put space in between us. "Don't do that." I said causing him to frown. "Don't look at me that way. You fucked it up for us because of what you did. And let's not forget how you completely ignored me for hours and not once did you try and even glance for me. You left me alone in house full of strangers. So step away from me nick. I'm not playing." I said causing him to move out of my way.

"I really don't know what's your problem when it comes to you and karma. I saw the way you looked at her. You didn't even notice that I was in your presence. The way you brushed me off was rude. I won't be here to help you get over her nick. I won't fight over all these females for your attention." I added.

"You don't have to reign. Because you do have my attention." He finally spoke. I shook my head. "We've just started talking why am I already having problems with you about females. And we aren't even official yet. If it's like this now. How would it be later?" I asked him.

Before he could speak I put my hand up. "I don't wanna hear nothing you have to say nick. I'm tired of excuses." I said putting my hand in between us so I could have space. " I'm not about to sit up here and be blind to your bullshit. If you was to see me leave and room and then Keith was behind me. How would look at?" I asked frowning at him. He opened his mouth and closed it.

"I'm stopping this now. I have to have some respect and decorum for myself.  I have to set some boundaries nick." I said causing him to drop his head. "Reign please don't do this. When you saw me and Natalie it wasn't what you thought it was at all. She followed me into our room. I wasn't aware until I came out of the bathroom. I was so pissed and mad. That I spazzed on her for disrespecting you like that." He said looking at me so sincere.

"If you don't believe me asked Nina. She walked in on me going ballistic. She came into the room bc she thought I was yelling at you." He said staring at me. "Please baby you have to believe me. I wouldn't do anything to jeopardize us. I love you." He said causing me to gasp. My hand rested on my chest. "Fuck I wasn't supposed to say that." He spoke quickly rubbing his hands through his hair aggravated.

"You love me?" I asked not knowing what else to say. "I do. I deeply care about you. I'm willing to go through any depths for you. I don't want to lose you. I'll do anything I can to prevent that. Im not ashamed admitting how I feel about you. Im not ashamed to get on my knees to beg you. I'll do anything reign."

Tbc