Disastrous Love {BWWM} ⚠️MAJOR CHANGES AND EDITING❗️

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Nick

She's been in surgery for hours now. I haven't changed my clothes. I still have on the same bloody clothes. She didn't even know how badly she looked. I couldn't tell her. She was bleeding badly. I had to stay calm to keep her calm.

I don't know what to do. All I can do is pace. I don't know what to do. I hope she doesn't die. I just told her she wasn't apart of my family.

I can't lose her. I need her. I really do. Oohhh I need her so badly. I havent called and told my mom yet. I haven't had the courage to. It's all my fault. She wouldn't have been here if i hadn't blew up on her. It's all my fault. This could have been avoided.

Her phone begin to ring it was my sister. I answered. "Hello." I said sadly.

"I don't want to talk to you. You're an asshole. A jerk. Where is reign? " she questioned

"She she she's in surgery." I said

"Wait!? What?! What happened?? She was fine this morning!!!!" She begin to yell.

"She was hit by a car. Shes been in surgery for hours. I held her and her body just went limp. I can't lose her. I need her." I said crying.

"Omg!!! You're lying you're lying!!! Nooo. She yelled

I hung up the phone not wanting to talk to anybody anymore. But i have to inform jasmine. I have to tell her sister. I called jasmine first.

"Jasmine get here now. Reign was struck by a car and has been in surgery for the last 3 hours. Please get here. And tell her sister. She needs to know." I said to her hanging up the phone.

I haven't said a word to her father. At the moment i could kill him. He couldn't have found a better time to say tell her. Why did you wait months to tell her this. Or why didn't you tell her when her mom did walk out of her life instead of causing her so much hurt.

I can't take this no more. I can't. I can't. I can't lose her just like i losed my ex wife to my brother. And we were friends since birth. I can't take another fall like that. But this is much worse. I can't lose her. I might just lose my mind. I need her. I need her badly. What am I going to do? If she die- fuck please don't die.

My heart is aching for her. To see her. To smell her. To hear her angelic laughter. I can't forget what she told me when she was last conscious. *I love you*

I felt like i couldn't breathe. I have to go. I have to. I begin to walk out of the hospital. When I spotted my mom and dad running towards me.

"Where is she? Where is she? Is she okay? Please nick tell me is she okay." My mom begin to question and beg. I dropped my head.

"I don't know. I told her that she wasn't going to die. I promised her that. I held her body. Even when it went limp. I couldn't let her go.  She was all bloody and broken. This is all my fault. It's my fault."

My dad grabbed ahold of me hugging me."it's going to be okay. She's strong nick. She's going to make it." He said to me.

I nodded my head.  It continuously keep
Replaying.

" am I going to die?"

"Reign. Baby look at me please you're not
going to die just look at me."

" I'm sorry. I love you,"

"But what if she won't dad. What if she won't. I should have left her alone when i first met her. She's 18 dad. 18. She hasn't gotten to live yet. What happens if she does die. Its all my fault. It's my fault that i didn't protect her like I was suppose to. I wasn't there for her. After hearing the bad news from her father i stood there. Instead of holding onto her. Hugging her i didn't. She ran. And boom. Look where we are. I know how fragile she is. That was to much for her." I said pulling away with my back facing them.

My sister was just standing there. Crying.

I turned away heading back towards the hospital.  I stood there infront of the doors waiting on the doc. I don't want anybody touching me. I want to be left alone. Nothing can help the way I'm feeling.

"Im joe. Nicks dad." I heard my dad say

"STAY AWAY FROM ME!!! YOU AND YOUR PERVERTED SON. SHE'S ONLY 18.!!" i turned to see Reign dad yelling at my dad.

"SHUT UPP!!! JUST SHUUTTT UPPP!!! YOU CAUSED THIS!!! YOU KEPT THAT HER MOTHER WAS NEVER DEAD BUT ALIVE. YOU LET HER BELIEVE HER MOTHER WAS DEAD! YOU DID!! FOR ALL THESE YEARS. EVERYDAY SHE TOLD ME HOW GOOD HER MOTHER WAS. AND SHE WISH SHE WOULDN'T HAVE DIED. AND THEN YOU TURN AROUND AND TELL HER THAT BULL SHIT. YOU'RE THE REASON SHE'S DYING!! YOU ARE!!! YOU'RE TAKING HER AWAY FROM ME!! YOU ARE!! YOU'RE KILLING YOU'RE ON DAUGHTER YOU STUPID ASS IDIOT!!" i begin to yell making my way towards her.

My dad begin to pull me back. "Family of Reign" The doc said.

I ran to him. "Where is she? Is she okay? Can i please see her?" I asked trembling.

"Ms. Reign was severely hurt. She kept coding through the surgery. She has so many broken bones. A brain bleed. And there was only so much we could do." He said looking at all of us. My heart begin to slow down I turned pale.

"She's on life support. She's not breathing on her on. She has little brain function. So we're keeping a very close eye on her. In The condition that she's in no visitors allowed. She's at a very high risk. It's a motive if she makes it through tonight. He said.

I dropped to my knees. I couldn't move from that spot. I couldn't. She was just awake and fine.

I slowly stood up walking towards the exit. Everything is just moving in slomo.

I look over to my right seeing her dad going bizzurk and so is kizzy.  But she only had me. The both of them was so scarce in her life. But now you care so much.

And l look to the left seeing my family trying to pick up nina from the floor.

I just stood there emotionless. I have no empathy or pitty for anybody.

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