Disastrous Love {BWWM} ⚠️MAJOR CHANGES AND EDITING❗️

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Reign

I'm so tired of this nigga. He's so entitled. I'm sick of arguing with him and making up again. This all we have been doing lately. And it's driving me crazy.

"Reign!!" I heard my name being called. I stopped looking in the direction. "You need a ride?" Keith asked. I nodded.  "What are you doing in this area?" I asked. "Just left from with a couple of friends." he spoke causing me to nod from his answer.

"Kizzy don't mind you being around me?" I asked.  "We never were together. I was paid to be her boyfriend." His response left me speechless.  "You're joking." I added quickly. He shook his head. "How much?" I questioned.

"3grand." my mouth immediately hit the floor. 3 grand to be a fake boyfriend. he nodded watching my reaction. "I'm sorry the way that we did it, but we had to make it seem realistic." he spoke again. i nodded not saying another word. I was too speechless to speak.

"Are you mad at me? I can understand why." he said now looking at me waiting for an answer.  I shook my head. " I was but no not now." I answered.  he dropped his head letting out a sigh of relief. "you're not? why do you avoid me then?" he added right after.

"There isn't a definite reason. but my boyfriend wouldn't like that seeing our history. it really isn't appropriate for us to be friends." I spoke. "Right. right. I agree. I respect it." he said walking me towards my car.

" I appreciate your kind gestures but I rather you not." I said seeing nick approach me. "What the fuck are you doing?" he questioned with so much hostility. I opened my mouth to speak but he beat me to it. "It doesn't matter. were done!! were through reign. I will not deal with this shit with you." he turned away from me, I grabbed him causing him to snatch away from.

"Do not fucking touch me." I pulled away from him quickly. watching his body retrieve. "Nick why are you doing this. you're doing all of this for what?' I asked. "we've been arguing since we first met. I'm so tired of this shit. just as much as you are." I spoke truthfully causing him to strop in his tracks.

"you're accusing me of doing all of these things that I'm not. and I've told you over and over again. you wouldn't have anything to worry about if you trusted me. I never gave you a reason not to.  you're right. this break is well needed. because I can't take another day of this shit just as much as you can't." i added to his silence.

I'm so tired of him being so problematic and argumentive. one minute we're good the second after he's bitching all over again. and it's pushing me away. I'm thinking I'm ready for this. for him. but apparently, I'm not. this is too much to handle. i got into my car. not saying another word to him.

my feelings are so deep for him. but I can't deal with his insecurities. I can't handle his mood swings. I wasn't the one to end us. he did. he's so quick to move off impulse. and not think about before he does something. he doesn't think about what he says to people.

I watched him through my rear view mirror walk towards his truck. I could see he was pissed bc his fist were clutched. How are you going to be mad because I agreed with what you said. You're treating me like I'm just the problem. When you are just as much of the problem.

He punched his truck window hard I heard glass scatter. With his blood immediately trickling down his arm.

To be continued