Disastrous Love {BWWM} ⚠️MAJOR CHANGES AND EDITING❗️

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Reign

After being dropped off at my car. I headed to nick house. I unlocked his door heading inside. "Nick!" I called waiting to hear him answer. "When have you and Lucas became so close?" He asked causing me to roll my eyes. "Once again you're not my dad. You don't run or Control me. I'm not doing this with you again. When we've already talked." I said to him. "And that's besides the point." I added.

"You never told me you were with my brother. You didn't tell me half of the things you've told him. Why? Is there something going on with you and him?" He asked. "Are you shitting me right now. Do you hear your fucking self. We talked because he saw the cold shoulder you were giving me. And how you were flirting with Natalie and left me sitting in the corner. He was kind enough to notice when I left. You didn't even check on me." I paused. 

"Not to mention you started treating me weird when karma arrived. What's up with that?. And How dare you come at me with so much disrespect. The audacity you have.Your Brother? Seriously nick." I added before I fell  quiet.

"It's not about her. It's the fact you were so comfortable with my brothe-." I cut him off." You're trying to make me be someone that I'm not. I haven't gave you a reason for anything. I've proven to you that I want to be with you. When every time we run into a problem concerning you it's women. You're constantly trying to point the finger at me. When it's you.I'm not trying to date your brother. " I said dropping my head.

"It won't be long before you do ." He said. "I don't care anymore. You can't handle your own insecurities that you're putting them on me." I said seeing this isn't going anywhere. "How would you feel if I had all these females friends." He asked. "I wouldn't care nick. If I can trust you I shouldn't have nothing to worry about. I would never try to control who you're around. But I'm glad for this conversation. You've just shown why I shouldn't be with you." I said feeling defeated. It's problem after problem with him.

" When you have a boyfriend you have to understand that you should set some boundaries for yourself and the relationship. Guys just don't want to be your friend just to be your friend. They want to fuck you." He said to me. I shrugged. "I don't care no more. I know how to be faithful and secure in my relationship. I don't need you telling me or trying to guide me." I said so irritated. "You're not even trying to listen to me." I said. "I'm trying so hard to. But all I hear is a bunch bull shit nick. You're doing all these wrong things and trying to tell me what's right or wrong." I said walking away from him.

"If you do right by me. I'll do right about you. But I won't be a damn fool for you. Respect goes both ways. If you want respect from me. You need to respect me." I said letting out a sigh of frustration. I sat on his sofa with my head in my hands. "I'm going to go before I say something that I regret." I said grabbing my things that were in my reach.

"Reign what are you leaving for?" He asked pulling me into his lap. "I'm tired. This is all we've been doing lately. And it's draining." I said looking at my hands. "This is just showing that I'm not ready for what I thought I was with you. It's too much. I can't compete with any female that was in your past life. I can't be the one to stay around and wait until you're over her.Because you're not seeing how much of an effect she has on you." I said now looking at him.

I was so close to crying. But I held it in. I'm so frustrated. "Baby I can assure that I don't have any feelings towards her. I still get embarrassed by what happened. The whole situation is embarrassing."he spoke kissing my forehead. I nodded.  "So when you were around him. It triggered something because of what happened with karma." He added.

I nodded. "And I can understand that. I do apologize for not at least telling you. Or even being around him knowing what happened in your previous situation" I said. If I want this to work I'm going to have to be slow to speaking. And actually being adult about things with him. Because I do want to be with him. But I need sole time to think. "we need space between each other for a while." I said

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