"Is that you?" - Cai Xukun FF

Chapter 27

Chengcheng's POV

I get out of the toilet and start to search for Nana. If I were her...which room I would chose?

I make my way to the first that came into my mind but my father's voice me makes me stop in my tracks.

"Listen, Xukun, it's a good opportunity for you. Not anyone can release a solo album."

Xukun? Solo album? And I even don't know when I'm going to debut...

"But Mr-" the boy starts but is quickly stopped. Why isn't he jumping out of joy?

"Dad...I'm your dad, Xukun. I know that I wasn't with you but it's only because I didn't know. I really have tried to find your mother, but eventually I gave up after I met Qinjia's mom. I realise that maybe she really didn't love me, but then after over 20 years you appeared saying that she passed away."

What? His mom is...dead?

Suddenly a wave of sadness and guilt rush through me. I still remember what I told him once. "I pity your mother that she has a son like you."

"I really loved your mother Xukun. She was an amazing person and I know you must be like her. Your songs Xukun...are great. That's why I want you to realise an album," my dad continues and anger starts to mix with other emotion inside of me. His mother died but we won't turn back time. I still don't get why he gets such a chance. My songs are also great. Probably even better.

"I don't know..." the boy says and I try not to make any sound. What is he playing in? I really get that his mother is dead but it still doesn't change anything. He shouldn't have come here. And now he's taking everything and everyone from me. My dad, Qinjia, Justin, Zhengting...a solo album. This boy even kissed my girlfriend.

Exactly...she's the only one left.

"Think about it, son," my dad says and I turn around to leave. I need Nana, now. I need to find her quickly.

I go where my legs lead me to and open the door harshly. I see Nana choking on her water but not caring much I come to her and hug her tightly.

"Nana, everything is not going how I want to. I can't count on anyone anymore. Except you," I say truthfully.

"Don't say that," she answers making me a bit confused.

"But that's true, you're the one on my side and I can count on you in 100%. You've never done anything to hurt me. You listen to me and you love me. You always say the truth. And you would never lie and never betray me."

"STOP!" she yells scaring me a bit. "No, I'm not, Cheng. I'm the worst girlfriend you could have asked for!" she screams as tears run down her flawless face. I make a step to wipe the liquid but I don't know what'll be her reaction.

What is it with her lately? She's like that...since Xukun kissed her. Does she feel guilty? But why...

"But that's not true...are you talking about this kiss with Xukun? But it's not your fault," I reassure her wanting to calm her down. And I mean it, I'm not mad at her for that. I'm angry at Xukun because I should have been her first kiss, but he was faster that time.

"You don't understand! I kissed him back!" Nana yells breathing heavily.

Impossible...

It's impossible. She's the only one left. I thought that she wouldn't get manipulated by him. Xukun is stronger than I thought.

All these emotion I have felt all this time. All this time I watched him getting closer to my family, my friends, my company even my dreams.

That's it Xukun. I hate you, Xukun!