psycho | jaeden lieberher

twenty

Friday. It's the last day of school for the week. It's the party night of the week. It should be so awesome and everyone should be happy. But I'm not happy, I'm just fucking scared. I'm scared I'm going to see Jaeden and not know what to do. Like what do I do if he tries to kiss me? What do I do if he doesn't?

After the kiss last night we just talked about the musical and went back to our separate houses and slept. I haven't told anyone, not even Maddie. Which makes me really fucking anxious. I also don't know if Jaeden has told anyone, which doesn't help calm the anxiety. The fear of this blowing up like Finn and I's break is truly terrifying, and the fact that I don't know shit about Jaeden and his personal life and friends makes this secrecy thing awful.

Once 5th period hits I can't handle this overthinking anymore so I ask to go to the water fountain so I can cool down, even if it's only for a minute. "Hey, you're Corinne right?" A voice I don't recognize says as I am walking towards the only good water fountain in the school.

I turn to see a tall boy with extremely curly hair, kinda cute but not really because everything about him just screams nerd. "Who's asking?" I stay in my place, letting him move to me. I guess once a popular mean girl always a popular mean girl, because I feel extremely like a bitch right now.

"Oh, I'm Wyatt. I'm friends with Jaeden." Shit, Jaeden told this kid didn't he.

"Oh, hey." I smile, not wanting to make Jaeden's friends hate me if we are going to be something which I don't think we are going to be but maybe we will be and ugh I don't know. "What's up?" I ask once I realize that Wyatt doesn't seem to be saying what he started talking to me to say.

"So I just wanna say that Jaeden really likes you, and I know you're like popular and shit. Just don't fuck with him ok, he has real feelings unlike guys you normally mess with." 

Yeah, I don't like this kid one bit. "First of all, I don't mess with guys. Second, I honestly doubt Jaeden would let me break his little heart." I say sassily, not even caring if Wyatt thinks I'm a bitch at this point. He seriously just made this Jaeden situation way worse.

"Ok well whatever you think about Jaeden, just know he likes you and if you don't like him back you really shouldn't be tricking him and stuff." 

"Tricking?" 

"Like making him think you like him when you really just need someone to talk to." Do I do that?

"I don't do that." I argue.

"I wasn't saying you do, I was saying don't in the future." Wyatt smirks, as if he thinks he is doing so good at offending me and making me see straight or something.

"Ok, thanks for the boy advice, Wy. I truly appreciate it." I smile and pat his shoulder as I walk past him. Maybe I shouldn't even think about liking Jaeden considering his friend is a completely asshole. But I don't even think I can help it. I mean even while getting offended by some curly headed nerd, all I could think about was what he said about Jaeden. He said Jaeden likes me, really likes me. Just thinking about that makes butterflies attack my stomach. I've always heard that Jaeden Lieberher had a crush on me for forever, but I've always heard it from my friends and my people. But now I'm hearing it from a real reliable source. Jaeden Lieberher fucking likes me.

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short one sorry but i vibe with how it ends and didn't want to add a time skip into it

expect another chapter (maybe even two if you're lucky) by sunday

i have creative writing class this year so i need to focus on writing stuff that isn't fan pic so i can actually submit it to my teacher for him to read so yeah thats what im doing instead of writing this 

well ok bye babes ily tysm for reading pls vote !!