Why Don't You Figure My Heart Out? (Matthew Healy)

// For crying out loud, settle down //

Over the next few days we spent the time moving a majority of mine and Matty’s stuff into a new flat that we had bought together. We had set up our bed, a quite large queen size with black and white sheets. All of my silly anime figurines were set up on the dresser, all of our clothes had been put away and we were just moving everything into the kitchen. All of the walls in our new place were white and our carpet was a light grey. We had amazing hardwood flooring and black tiles in the kitchen and bathroom, which was lovely and spacious. Honestly, I’ve never ever lived in a place as nice as this. All of my previous homes have been disgusting, rundown wrecks. But this- this was incredible. I’ve never felt more privileged in my entire life. Matty has changed my life for the better. I’m so glad this happened. I’m so glad I’m happy. My entire life had been horrible up until I met Matt. All of the bullying at school, being around my abusive, alcoholic father and junkie mother. Moving from house to house all of the time. But all of that went away when I met Matty. It felt like a weight had been lifted off of my shoulders, like all of the monsters had gone away forever. I felt like nobody would be able to hurt me or let me down as long as he was here. We finished moving stuff into the flat and then settled in.

“This place is amazing” I said to Matty as we sat on the couch with a beer each.

“Not really” he said “It’s only amazing because I’m here with you” he smiled. We sat in silence for a moment, just staring at each other.

“Let’s do something fun” I smirked.

“Yeah? Like what?” he winked. It had been a long while since we actually slept together. Two months, actually. I hopped onto his lap and wrapped my legs around his waist. He started to kiss me and stroke my hair but then he stopped.

“Maddy, this isn’t right” he said, pulling away.

“What do you mean?” I asked.

“There’s no music” he smiled before plugging his phone into the doc and putting on ‘Do I Wanna Know’ by the Arctic Monkeys. He grabbed me by the waist and carried me into the bedroom where he lay me down. He lifted up my skirt and started to kiss all over my thighs while undoing his jeans. He pulled down my underwear and started to kiss and suck on my inner thighs, giving me hickies. He started to eat me out and pulled me closer to him so my knees were hanging over his shoulders. I was moaning and he was groaning and it was magnificent. After that, he started to fuck me. It had been so long since I’ve been with him like this. He breathed down my neck as I kissed his shoulder. After about 10 minutes, we were both done. We collapsed onto the sheets next to each other in a mix of heavy breathing and love. I grabbed his hand and held it in mine as he pulled me towards him.

“You’re so beautiful” he whispered.

“So are you” I smiled.

A/N real sorry for another filler chapter, a good one's coming next. If it's not too much to ask could you please follow my new instagram account it would be really appreciated: d0gmaaa