Just Another Fan...

The Light

Hey guys! Okay so I leave for my trip literally tomorrow and it's getting later and later, but you know what, I wanted to update this part for you guys! I couldn't leave you hanging like that! So enjoy this part :) Also, do you like when I put songs? Like I'll put songs for the parts needed, but do you want songs for every chapter?? Just let me know! 😂❤️

You opened your eyes and looked around. It seemed unusually quiet, so you got up and walked out your door. When you walked out, you were in another room. Everyone was dressed in black and crying. You couldn't tell what was happening, so you walked closer to take a look.

You felt sick when you saw Tom's picture on a podium and the words read REST IN PIECE.

You screamed and everyone turned around.

"Y/N, You're here. Come sit." Laura said.

"W-what? No..."

"What do you mean? You made it in time."

"In time for what?"

"Tom's funeral."

"Funeral?! No, no, no, Tom didn't die." You said shaking your head.

"Y/N, I know it's hard-"

"No! This can't be right! My boyfriend, my baby, ISNT DEAD! I won't believe it!"

You ran out of the room. You found Tom's room and saw he wasn't in there. Your breathing picked up.

"I'm in the other room." A voice said. You turned around and saw Tom standing in the doorway. You ran to him and hugged him.

"Tom! You're okay! I told them you weren't dead."

"But Baby, I am."

"What? But I'm hugging you."

"Yeah, in your mind. But I can be gone. I can easily go away if you think about something else. I'm in spirit."

"I'm not gonna think about anything else. Tom-"

"Listen, I love you. But I am truly in the other room. I... didn't wake up. I flatlined..."

"Tom please don't say that." You said with tears starting to form in your eyes.

"I love you so much Y/N, more than you will ever know."

"Tom I don't want you to go."

"Like in Infinity War?"

"Tom!"

"Sorry." He said laughing. It was nice hearing his laugh.

"I'll never leave you, I can't, it's not possible for me." He said.

You were about to reply when someone else came into the room. It was Harrison.

"Y/N! I found you. Come on, we need to finish the ceremony."

"I don't want to believe this."

"I don't either. But Y/N, Tom died- there was nothing we could do about it. B-but we have to be there for him." He said. He grabbed your hand and led you out of the room.

The ceremony lasted a little longer and you were sobbing by the end.

Tom was really gone.

You were looking at the sky when you heard someone call your name.

"Y/N! Y/N! Y/N!"

You didn't see anyone. Suddenly you jolted awake.

You woke up and saw Harrison looking at you.

"Are you okay? You seemed to be having a bad dream."

You were confused. Weren't you just at a ceremony? You got up and ran to Tom's room.

You found Tom in his bed, still hooked to the machines. The doctors were able to save him and stopped his heart from flatlining.

"Y/N? What's wrong?"

"Haz...I-I-I had a dream that Tom had died... and we were at his funeral. But he was talking to me, he was fine... and he said he died but that he could never leave me... and I don't know what to do I couldn't believe he was dead."

You were crying again and Harrison hugged you.

"It's okay. He's okay. I'm so sorry you had that dream, I don't ever wanna imagine Tom like that. Come on, let's get you to bed."

There was a couch in Tom's room and he laid You there. He gave you a blanket and pulled up a chair next to you.

"Haz, a chair is uncomfortable. Here take the couch."

"No, no, no, you have the couch. Plus if Tom ever found out I made you sleep on the floor, he'd kill me."

You laughed and you both laid there talking. Eventually you fell asleep again. You were just hoping you wouldn't have the same dream.

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It was the next morning, and it was officially the last day for Tom. You tried to be strong, but Everytime you saw Tom, you'd cry.

Before the time the doctors told you to be there, you went around the city. You went to the park you and Tom always went.

You went to the cafe and ordered tea And Quacksons. You smiled as you remembered the day you were gonna go see Tom and the meet and greet and saw him here first.

You went to Tom's house to check up on some things and found the jean jacket Tom got you when you guys were running from crazed fans.

"That was a crazy day." You said laughing to yourself. You found your shirt Tom spilt coffee on and you laughed even more.

After going through the memories, you drove back to the hospital. You went into Tom's room to say goodbye.

You sat down by him and held his hand.

"Hey baby. It's officially the last day you're on the machines which means you'll... you know. It's going to be so hard without you. I was going through some of the memories we made and it made me fall in love with you even more. We've been through some crazy things." You laughed. "I had a dream that I saw you, and that you were okay. You told me you'd never leave me-
And I know you'll keep that promise. I just want to say, thank you Tom, for this amazing life. Thank you Tom Holland for walking into my life and making it instantly better. I love you."

You cried some more and laid your head down on the bed.

You were about to leave when you felt a grip on your hand.

"Y/N?"