Astro Imagines

😔Bothersome😥

It was the third year of their Highschool year. You were happily walking in with a smile as you headed towards the front doors.

"Good morning." Usual teachers say as you pass by them and head upstairs. You smiled happily as you went up hastily. When you were finally on your floor you immediately knew where to go. You followed the loud laughter and talking until you came to a group.

"(Y/n)!" One says making all the other guys look. You smile and then they go over and hug you. You chuckled a bit as you hugged back. Then as they pulled away, one stayed. You smiles as you hugged your boyfriend.

"JinJin, dont suffocate me." You say jokingly. He then chuckled and let go as all of you began to talk as you and JinJin held hands. Then you guys went to class which separated all of you.

~~A Few Months Later~~

Recently you've gotten more distant from everyone. Everyone seems to be hitting it off with new friends. You felt, alone. It was lunch time, you sat down as people began to fill up. You watched with your headsets in from the corner of the table. It seemed like no one ever sees you. You sighed and then looked down.

"(Y/n)!" JinJin called out as he was on the other side of the table. You didnt notice as you looked at your hands. He then tapped you. You looked up and then took out an earbud.

"Yes?" You say. He then tilted his head as he gave you a look.

"You okay?" He asks. You then nod and gave your best smile before putting your earbud back in. He then rested his cheek on his hand as he sighed observing you. Until someone called his name and he joined the conversation whereas you sat there quietly. You then observed them talking, when someone would look at you, you'd just smile and wave. On the inside though, you felt scared that they were talking about you. But they were your friends. They would never. Right? Your thoughts were eating you up as you started to feel small and alone as you turned your music up.

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You were now home. You went upstairs to your room and then threw your book bag on the ground and then laid on your bed. You laid there for a bit. Then you slowly lifted your head and grabbed your phone. You went through social media. Somethings made you laughed and smile as you sat up feeling better about everything. That is until you wanted to share it with others. You looked at your friends names and gulped a bit. You shook your head and then pressed on JinJins name. You stared at the send button for a while.

"He's probably busy.. I shouldn't bother him with useless stuff.." You say as you got rid of it and just kept it to yourself. You then put your phone down. You didnt know who to talk to.. You were afraid that whoever you wanted to talk to would tell you they're busy or just ignore you. You laid back down.

"Im pathetic.." You mumble to yourself as you close your eyes and bite your lips not wanting to cry. You slowly fell asleep after you just had to let it out.

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When you woke up it was about 12am. No one had bothered to wale you up for dinner or anything. Everyone was now sleeping. You got up ans changed into a pair of shorts and one of your hoodies since that was the most comfortable thing your mind could think of when it was half asleep. You went downstairs and to the kitchen. You observed the fridge but then closed it.

"Nevermind.." You say. You were hungry.. But you weren't hungry.. You didn't understand why you didn't want anything but just grabbed a water bottle and began to drink it. You sat downstairs and watched TV quietly. You then went upstairs grabbing your phone and going back down. When you plopped on the couch you then looked at your phone. You saw you had a few messages. When you checked who it was, it was from JinJin. You clicked on it and read it.