Running into Love

Chapter 30

Once I got back to England time seemed to slow down. I spent most days with the kids, watching movies, going to the park, baking and looking after them till Edward and Diane came home. We would all eat dinner then I would head to the cottage to skype either Danni, Gemma, Jessie or all of them one after the other. Speaking to Jessie was the only thing keeping me sane, it had only been a week but it felt like a lifetime.

Jessie said Gemma was doing better everyday but he still wanted to stay longer because she still wasn’t 100%. Gemma had told me what was going on. She said after the accident she was starting to have panic attack, much like I got. Anytime a light pasted by her eyes she would begin to visualize the crash and have a panic attack. I told her about my attacks and how I would stop them. She said Ashton was helping her much like Jessie helped me. With the techniques I taught Gemma she said she was beginning to gain control back over her life and her attacks.

Another week pasted by slowly. The kids only had one more week left of holidays then back to school. We went shopping for school supplies and stopped by at the school for new school uniforms. Louis had grown at least a few inches since I had arrived and his long school pants where now starting to look like short. After we picked up new pants, shirts and socks for Louis and new shirts and socks for the twins, we headed to the shops to grab some baking supplies, and then back home again.

“Daisy could you grab me the eggs please” I said as I put the dry mixture into the mixing bowl.

‘ding dong’

“Coming” I yelled out as I quickly wiped my hands on a tea towel and headed towards the door. I pulled the door open to see deep brown eyes.

“Jessie!” I shouted as I embraced him in a hug.

I leaned back and reached up to kiss Jessie. I smashed my lips against his and felt his lips move in sync with mine. I pulled back and hugged him again, his scent filling my nose.

“What are you doing here? You didn’t tell me you were coming back” I said as happy tears started to flow down my cheeks and on to his shirt.

“Gemma ordered me to come here. I was planning to come back soon once Gemma was better, but she said she was sick of seeing me mope around the house because I missed you and booked my flight and pretty much pushed me on to the plane” Jessie said as he pulled me back from him, still keeping me close and wiped away the tears on my face.

“Well I don’t care how you got here, I am just happy you are here. Now come in, the kids will be so happy to see you” I replied as I grabbed his hand and walked back to the kitchen.

“Who was at the door Jane?” Rose voice rang out as I turned into the hallway to the kitchen. I walked into the kitchen with Jessie in tow.

“A special delivery” I said as I watched Rose, Daisy and Louis all run towards Jessie and I.

“Jessie!” they all screamed as they tackled him to the ground.

“Hey kiddos” Jessie chuckled as he hugged them back.

We spent the next hour baking chocolate chip cookies and vanilla, raspberry cake. Diane and Edward arrived home and didn’t seem all that surprised to see Jessie. Gemma had called them and told them her plans for Jessie. They welcomed him with warm hugs and many questions about everything that had happened since they saw him last. When the kids went to bed Jessie and I spent another hour talking with Diane and Edward about our plans for the rest of the year. Jessie and I then headed to the cottage and unpacked Jessie’s stuff.

“I’m so glad your back handsome” I said as I crawled under the blankets of the bed and switch my laptop on.

“Me too. I have missed you, too much beautiful” Jessie said as he chucked his pants and shirt in the wash basket and climbed into the bed next to me, pulling me into his arms.

“What you doing?” Jessie asked as he placed his head on my shoulder, kissing my neck and cheek playfully.

“I want to show you something” I replied as I giggled slightly at the tingle of Jessie’s touch.

I clicked on the video and hit play.

“Do you remember this?” I asked Jessie as I concentrated on the screen and I saw myself pop on to the screen, dancing to the music.

“Yeh I do. Wait is this the video where you sing Just the way you are?” Jessie asked as he held me tighter.

“Yep” I replied, as I felt butterfly’s start to fly in my stomach. Was he going to remember what he said on film?

I heard Jessie chuckle as I watched myself start to sing the beginning of the song. The music flowed through the speakers and I saw myself on screen starting to gesture to Jessie.

‘Oh my god I love this song. This is so about me’ I hear myself say.

‘Of course it is beautiful’ Jessie voice can be heard.

“You really are beautiful” Jessie says to me as we continue to watch the video. I feel my cheeks start to burn as my stomach flips over.

 ‘Exactly thank you’ I see myself reply.

Then the camera moves. I take in a deep breath slightly scared as to what Jessie’s reaction will be.

‘ Jane my beautiful girl, you really are a worry’ Jessie’s voice sounds soft as it comes out the computer speakers.

Jessie reached forward and paused the video.

“Hey what are you doing?” I asked as I turned to face him.

“I remember what I say” Jessie replied as his cheeks started to burn bright red.

“Why are you embarrassed? It makes me love you even more” I replied as I kissed his cheek.

“I don’t know I guess because when I told you I loved you I stuffed it up and now this ” Jessie said as he looked down.

“Jessie Royce, look at me” I said as I pushed his face up with my finger.

“I love you. No matter how we got here, I love you, nothing will change that” I said as I kissed his lips.

“Jane Brig, you are really amazing. I love you” Jessie said as he hit the play button on the laptop.

‘I do love you though, I must be as crazy as you then’ Jessie voice rings through the computer as his face spreads into a huge dimply smile.

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