Doki Doki Literature Club: Afterstory

Chapter 18: Pain Tolerance and The Void

This one's going to be about Monika's pain fetish, and Natsuki's for Sayori. And if you don't know why, check out the last few chapters. Also, about that void thing... keep reading to find out more about that.

4:00 A.M. Yuri's POV

I woke up before everyone else. I notice that Monika's asleep with her mouth slightly open. I go next to her to listen to her.

"Yuri... zzz... p-please... zzz..." Monika snores.

I run my fingers along her cheek, and Monika blushes a little. I make sure Mikami and Yuki are sound asleep, and I hesitate to slap Monika. Instinct gets the better of me and I slap Monika extremely hard, to the point where it stings. Monika whimpers and moans in pleasure, and opens an eye to look at me. She smiles at me, and I return the smile, it turning into a small toothy grin as I pin her to the bed. I see nothing but Monika. And hear nothing but Monika.

"Are you feeling good, Yuri? You normally aren't this... forward." Monika asks.

"Are you kidding me? I feel fantastic!" I respond.

Monika smiles at me lustfully.

"I gotta say, I'm loving this side of you, Yuri!" Monika replies, and I inch closer down to her.

"Believe me, you're gonna love it a lot more in about 5 seconds~..." I retort, and I kiss her on the lips.

After a minute or so, I pull out the purple knife I love so much. Monika sees it too, and she looks back at me in confusion.

"I know what I'm doing." I reply, and I sit her up next to me, a little of my original side back to me.

"What's the occasion for the knife again, Yuri?" Monika asks.

"I've been like this ever since you banned me from it. And I need this. I'm too addicted to it. And you're gonna help." I answer, and she smiles at me.

"What do I have to do, Yuri?" Monika asks.

"Well, I know that you like pain, and I need this kind of stress-relievance, so... see where I'm going with this?" I ask, and Monika nods.

Monika removes my bandages to see that my scars are completely healed and gone. Monika sheds a tear.

"Do we really have to? I mean, I don't wanna make you wear bandages on your arms forever!" Monika exclaims.

I look at my arms and see that they're completely healed up.

"Well. Nevermind." I say, putting my head in my hands.

"Hey hey hey, Yuri... don't be so sad just because you can't cut yourself anymore..." Monika comforts.

I slap her across the face again, giggling. She looks back at me with a little blood in her mouth. She wipes the blood off with her finger and puts it in my mouth. After that, she kisses my cheek.

"It is on." Monika responds, and she hugs me incredibly tight.

I look to Monika's side and see that black box again. I push Monika away and point to the black box next to Monika.

"I told you there was a box!" I exclaim, and Monika sighs heavily.

"Fine. You got me. I have a command prompt. I use it to alter the world around me. Happy?" Monika asks rhetorically.

"I'm sorry if it's a touchy subject for you, Monika... I just thought... I only wanted to..." I say before stuttering and crying softly.

"Look, Yuri. Just calm down. I bet your mind is racing faster than your blood the first time you cut yourself, but I just want you to know that I love you on my own accord, and the pain thing too. I will never not love you, and that's a fact." Monika explains, and I grip the knife and begin to stab my stomach until Monika grabs my arms before I even got to pierce my clothing.