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While I was driving I had on full blast the song 'the beach- the neighbourhood' I wasn't pissed or anything, I was just upset and mad that's all, but whatever I didn't care to be honest, it was 5pm so I went to a bar and got really drunk after a while of just being a fucking dumb ass I stood up, walked out, and got in my car I thought to myself 'how the fuck am I going to drive home now, well fuck I don't care let's just drive', as I started driving my vision became really blurry but I didn't care and that's when i drove into a wall, luckily there was no one there so I didn't hurt anyone apart from myself, but that's all I can remember from that point on, but I then remembered searching for my phone and calling Ezra knowing he was going to pick up really fast and I was right I then said "please help me, Ezra I fucked up I'm near the park where al-" and then that's when everything went black.

Mason's pov
I got a call from Ezra saying something had happened to y/n and he told me that she said to meet him at a park they always went to and I feel like I know which one she's talking about so I got Cam to pick me up since y/n had taken my car and I was supposed to meet Ezra where he said and so we did. I thought to myself
'fuck this is all my fault, I shouldn't have let her go, fuck I don't care if my car is broken it was a piece of junk anyways I just need to know y/n is okay'

After a while we had arrived to see Ezra and the ambulance, I panicked when I saw Ezra cry, because he never cries and if he does something serious must've happened, I bolted out of the car to see y/n inside the ambulance, bleeding and then I saw my car, I saw how fucked up it was and I thought to myself 'no no no no what the fuck happened, if my car is like that she must be worser than that'

I got back in the car and Cam did the same and I said "follow the ambulance now" Ezra was in the ambulance with them because they didn't let me go in there, after a while we had arrived to the hospital and they quickly rushed y/n in, I remember following after them but then I couldn't go in the same room as them, I was pissed at myself for letting her go, I really was, I then saw Ezra and went up to him and I quickly said "is she alright?" And he said "I don't know but she looked a bit alright, just a bit of bleeding from the back of her head and a bit from her stomach, but they said she was going to be fine" I then nodded and I went to the bathroom, I looked at myself in the mirror I had a few stitches on my face and a few bruises, I was messed up, but I didn't care I cleaned my face from my tears and I got really pissed that at one point I started punching the wall, my hand started getting bruised and it started bleeding from a few cuts but I couldn't stop, after a while Cam came in looked at me and said "oy Mason stop" but I didn't so he rushed up to me and held me back, he was stronger than me so it was easier for him to hold me back, he then said "punching walls isn't gonna help Mace" I then said "its all my fucking fault" but it ended up coming out as a shout, he then turned me to face him and said "Mason, but thinking it's your fault isn't going to help, it wasn't your fault, but if you keep going on like this everything will just get worse so come on" I then followed him without saying another word.

After a few hours i saw the doctors come out of her room and I quickly rushed to them and said "is she fine, is she alright?" They then said "yes, she's alright but she needs to rest for a bit, in a few days she should be able to go home" I felt relieved when they said that, I then said "could I please go in there?" They nodded and moved to the side so I could walk in. When I walked in I saw her beautiful face with some stitches and a bandage covering half of her head I then went next to her and said "I guess it's my turn to say something, but believe me baby I shouldn't have let you go, I shouldn't have been on Jay's side, and right now if I hadn't said anything you would be fine" and then tears started rolling down my cheeks, I don't really like crying in places where other people can see me but I couldn't keep it in

Time skip

3 days had already passed and y/n still hadn't woken up, I remember when I was in that hospital bed and when I woke up she was in here saying her last goodbye and then I surprised her but it's not gonna be the same for me, I've been in this room since the first day I came here to talk to her, 3 full days, Cam has brought me food even if I didn't want to eat, i couldn't go out of this room, I just couldn't my body wouldn't let me, there was a bathroom in this room so I would occasionally went in the bathroom and shit but thats all, it was 23:45pm in 15mins would be midnight, but I didn't care

after a few mins I heard her moving, well shuffling to be precise, I got up and quickly walked over to her, I quickly called the doctors when she opened her eyes and that's when the doctors rushed in and told me to go out of the room, and so I did, sadly leaving you though
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Sorry that this was too short but I'm also working on another book now called "Fitz X reader"

Anyways thank you once again for reading my book

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