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A couple of months have already gone by and i thought everything was going better but I was wrong I guess

"I'm sorry y/n, I really am" he said

"Why mason why?"

"You know the reason" he said as he tried to break eye contact

"Then repeat it" I said

"I can't" he said

"Why's that?" I asked as more tears rolled down my cheeks

"I don't know" he said

"Leave" I said as I pointed to the door

"Baby please, don't do this" he begged

"Leave mason, now" I demanded

"I promise you that was Koby, but please don't do this"

"Just fucking admit it and stop blaming your brother" I said

"I swear to god that wasn't me" he repeated

"It was your fucking voice" I shouted

"Sure, I was there but it was Koby, it was me, him and this girl he met" he said

"Bullshit"

"Baby please" he said

I grabbed my phone and replied the voicemail 'im in love with you', it said

"See that's not even me" he said

"Get. The. Fuck. Out" I said

"I won't, I won't go, not now or ever"

"Why the fuck do you always do this?" I asked

"Tha voice is not even mine" he said

"Stop fucking lying" I shouted

"This is what I said 'im in love with my girlfriend y/n', but someone decided to edit the last part" he said as he pointed at my phone

"Out" I said as I pointed to the door once again

He looked at me before shaking his head, walking out before quickly slamming the door, making me jump

I feel to the ground before quickly starting to cry, thoughts filling my head wondering if I just wasn't good enough

After a while I wiped the tears away and looked at the window to see it was raining, I decided to stand up and sit at the window sill, I sat on it and just watched the sunset while it was raining

I checked my phone to see the time 20:30 before I shut off my phone i looked at the screen, it was me and Mason, both of us were smiling and his arm was around my neck while my arm was around his waist, the sunset behind us made everything seem so beautiful but I stopped looking at it the second my phone rang, and i just let it it ring until it stopped.

It was Cam but I didn't want to answer it, I stood up and went over to my fridge

I opened it to see some beers, food and some vodka, so I decided to take the vodka

When I was younger people told me how to never smoke and drink while out because if you're with the wrong people they won't be the best with you plus it will up your brain if I remember correctly, but this time I'm not out and no one is around me to do shit to me

As I held the vodka in my hand I went to find some weed, once I had everything I needed I went back to the window sill

I sat down and started rolling the joint, once I was finished I lighted it and started taking puffs from it, I looked at the smoke as it went away, and every now and then I would chug the vodka down hoping everything went down with it.

Once I was done with the joint I decided to do another one, so that's what I did

I chugged down the vodka until it was done, I smoked the joint till it was done and once I was finished I threw everything on the floor and looked out of the window

My head was light and dizzy, my motions were much slower and everything just went slower to me and I guess this is what happens after I have more than I normally do

The sunset was soon gone and my phone started to ring once again, but I still let it ring.
______________________________________Thank you guys so fucking much for 8k reads, rly, and I'm sorry if this chapter was sad and shit I'm just all over the place, I hope you guys can understand tho❤️

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