Zuckles x Reader

27

1 month later

It's been ages since I've heard from the guys and to be honest I've missed them, but cam is always coming to check up on me and hoping to make me feel better but after a while I started pushing him away

He gets upset when he comes to mine and he sees me chug down another bottle of vodka

*Knock knock*

I looked at the door and placed down the shot of vodka before quickly getting up to opening it

"Why are you here?" I asked

"Hi y/n" he said as he came in

"What do you want?" I asked as I went back to my place and drank down the shot of vodka

"As I can see you're still drinking" he pointed out

"No shit Sherlock" i said as I drank down another shot before quickly making five more

"What do you want?" I repeated

"I just came to check up on you" he said

"Well you've done that and now you can go" I said as I downed all the five shots as he looked at me

"Y/n-" he was about to say something before I cut him off

"Cam nothing is going to make me happy anymore, he could make me so damn fucking happy" I said as I made eye contact

"But honey, drinking ten shots of vodka in the middle of the night isn't going to make you forget the way his lips felt pressed against yours. Crying yourself to sleep at night isn't going to bring him back. Punching walls and marking your skin isn't going to make you feel better. Kissing strangers who isn't him isn't going to make you feel whole again. But most of all, pushing people away and yelling at them just because he broke your heart and didn't help you put it back isn't going to stop you from feeling less alone." He said, I put my shot of vodka down, pulled both of my sleeves and I looked away

I didn't know what to say so I stayed quiet

"The guys miss you and for Mason he still loves you but he can't deal with the fact that he's not yours anymore because of a sentence that was edited, well I better go now since you don't want me here anymore" cam said before he started walking towards the door

"Wait" I said

"Yea?" He asked once he turned around

"Wanna watch a movie together?" I asked as I shrugged

"I would be pleased to" he said

"Okay cool"

"Oh mind if I invite my sister, she's dying to see you" he said

"Yea sure that's fine" I said

"Okay cool" he said as he got his phone out and started typing

"Okay what do you wanna watch?" I asked

"I don't mind to be honest" he said

"What about bad moms?" I asked

"That's Tobys favourite" he said

"Oh yeah" I said as I put it on

Half way through the movie someone knocked on the door

"I'll get it" Cam said as he jumped up and went to the door

"Is it your sister?" I asked

"Y/n!" I heard someone shout behind me to see the guys

"Hey sister" Toby said as he came and hugged me

"Omd hi honey" I said as I hugged him back

"I've missed you guys so much" I said once Toby let me go

"Well we've missed you too" Eric said

"Group hug" Toby said as he grabbed the boys and then me and hugged us and we soon did the same

Once we all let go we decided to sit down and talk for a bit

"Omg look it's bad moms" Toby squealed

"Yea me and Cam were watching it, but I didn't know you guys would've come or either ways I would've started it later" I said as I looked at Toby

"Oi y/n?" Eric asked

"Yea?"

"Is it alright if we smoke some weed?" He asked

"Go on, I don't care, I've actually missed getting high with you guys" I said as I went to grab my weed

"Okay thank you" Eric and Matt said as they went to grab theirs

"How have you been?" Toby asked as he took his vape out of his jumper and started taking puffs from it

"I guess I've been alright" I said as Cams phone started to ring, as I looked over I saw his name
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I don't even know what to say anymore apart from thank you, and I'm sorry for the slow updates its just loads of shit is going on

It also looks like next chapter might also be the 'meet the writer' since this book is already at 9.33k reads, so thank you guys so much for all this, seriously though, thank you❤️❤️❤️