Zuckles x Reader

9

While I was driving I checked in the back seat to see if Mason had woken up, he hadn't and I felt like shit cause this was my fault, after a while i couldn't hear him breathing normally and when I looked at him I saw something that didn't catch my eyes before, I stopped the car and saw what it was, he was bleeding from the back of his head I went to check his pulse and I couldn't feel anything, as i was trying to call the ambulance tears began rushing down my face and I couldn't see what I was doing but while I was screaming to myself "I'm sorry its all my fucking fault" I was able to dial the ambulance.

Time skip

I was sitting in the hospital waiting room waiting for the boys to come and for the doctors telling me if he's gonna be okay, I had my earphones on listening to "baby came home-the neighbourhood" (you can play it now btw) with my eyes glued to the floor while tears were still coming out, soon I would have no tears left.

After a while the boys came I didn't notice them at first and I didn't hear them calling my name but one of them hugged me and I then realized it was Cam when he said "are you okay, what happened?" I couldn't speak, words wouldn't want to come out, he then said in a really soft voice "once you feel better I want to know what happened" I couldn't look at him even if i stopped crying cus I didn't have any left I didn't want them to see my puffy eyes or my tired eyes or my fucked soul, I didn't want them to see anything. After a while the doctors came and that's when I was able to lift up my head, I then tried to say "is he okay?" But it came out a mumble and quite and then Cam said for me "is he okay?" Then the doctor said "I'm sorry but he lost too much blood, right now he's in a coma we can't promise anything but we will try and do whatever to make him stay alive" when he left I stood up and walk away, I dont know where but I was walking, I tried to turn up the music to drown out everything it worked but it didn't drown out my screaming thoughts, or my sadness.

I felt like shit it was all my fault, I shouldn't have brought him I should've drove him home, he was already fucked up from that guy beating him up, I was too reckless and now look this is what happened. After a while i realized someone was walking next to me as I turned to see who it was, Jay was next to me, I don't remember seeing him in the hospital waiting room, well I didn't see who came tbh, he then looked at me and said really softly "hey, wanna talk about it" I was angry at him but I was more angry at myself, I took out my one of my earphones so that I could hear what he was saying, I then said "not really" he then asked me "it's him who you cheated on me on, isn't it?" I didn't reply, I didn't say yes or no I didn't do anything apart from walking, he then said "thought so" and walked another way, he made me feel even more shitty but I deserve that.

I then went to the front desk and said "excuse me" the nurse then looked at me and said "yes, how can I help you" and I said "I'm looking for Mason's Bradford room" She then said "are you family" and I said "no" and when she said "then I'm sorry you can't go to his room" i quickly said "please I'm his girlfriend" she then sighed and said "room 402 floor 5" and before I walked to the elevator I said "okay thank you".

When I arrived in front of his room i hesitated for a second before getting over myself and opening the door, no one was there apart from him, I saw a chair so I sat on it, I then looked at him and as I started speaking, tears were starting to run down my face "i know you can't hear me but I'm  gonna say it anyways... I'm sorry, I really am, this is all my fault, this is something I should've done alone, I shouldn't have brought you, and now your in a coma and the doctors don't know if you'll make it, I love you I know we haven't been dating for long but I do, I really do... I should've been in a coma not you, but all I want you to know that I love you so fucking much it's unbelievable" near the end my voice became really shaky for how much I was crying, I now had hiccups. After a few hours I stood up and left to find (y/b/f/n) in the waiting room as soon as she saw me, she stood up and ran towards me and hugged me, and now I was crying even more while saying "I can't do it, it's all my fucking fault, please, please, please I can't do it without him, he's the only thing keeping me alive and now he might not even make it, and its all my fucking fault"
______________________________________Sorry if this chapter was a bit too short, but thank you for deciding to read my book❤️