It was just starting to get a little dark outside, Mishon was sitting on his mother's porch smoking a blunt. He watched as Shi' day's car pulled up real fast and stopped before she hopped out. As he stood up to meet her halfway she walked to him fast with tears in her eyes. Once she was in his reach she started pushing him in his chest " Why... What did you do"? She yelled as tears pour off out her eyes. He stood confused as she kept pushing him "What you talking about"?
" Tell me... What did you do"? She said giving him a hard push but he caught his balance and grabbed her arms to prevent her from pushing him again. He looked her dead in her face with a serious expression "What are you talking about, what's wrong with you"? He asked.
She snatched away from him and began to sob softly " What did you do to my uncle"? He frowned up his face "What the hell are you talking about Shi'day. I would have never hurt Benny he was my boss. I been under Benny's wing since i was a young bull, i looked up to that man what would make you think i did something to him. Plus my ass was with you all that day and night it don't add up Shi" he said, telling her his part of the story.
She stood there giving him the side look as she cried still. Calming down a little she asked "What about my mother, all of a sudden when she died you pops up and magically falls in love with me, why are you so close to me, I never knew you until she died"?
He smacked his lips and tried to reach for her only for her to smack his hand away again. " Tell me now or lose me forever" she said more serious than ever. He knew he had to tell her what he knew even tho he didn't want to. Taking a deep breath he said "Look Shi it's a lot of things you don't know and I don't wanna be the one to tell you. But I had not to do with what happened to Paula or Benny I had love for both of them. I knew Paula when I was a little boy she use to be cool with my father until he died. And far as Benny I worked for him, I'm a drug dealer Benny was my boss and the connect I swear I had nothing to do with what happened" Mishon said sincerely.
She wiped her tears "Then why is this nigga I coming up to my job telling me to watch you and all this shit. What's going on who is he and how does he know so much about my life"?
Mishon took a deep breath and wiped his hands down his face " Ask ya dad baby girl".
She stared at him for a minute before she turned and walked away. She hopped in her car and before he could stop her she had pulled off. Once she got home she ran upstairs and went to searching in her parents room. She wanted answers and she knew that would be the one place to find some. She dug in the closets, and through papers searching, it wasn't til she pulled out her birth certificate and realize something strange. Lawrence name wasn't on it just Paula's which was weird to her. Shi'day sat there with more tears in her eyes, she had never been so confused in her life. She looked out the window and noticed Lawrence's truck was outside which let her know he was home. Furious as ever, she left the room and made her way downstairs to the dining room where L was sitting at the table going through some mail.
"Hey baby how-" she cut him off by slamming the birth certificate on the table. "Talk to me and tell me what the hell is going on"? She said.
He looked down at the birth certificate before looking back at her "Baby it's a long story". She pulled out a chair from the table and sat down across from L without taking her eyes off him. He knew eventually he would have to explain but he didn't think it would be this soon. Inhaling deep, he said " Baby girl, I met your mother years ago and she was so lost... She was hurt and left confused. I took her in and not only did I fall in love with her I fell in love with you too". "Oh God" she said as she covered her face and broke down crying.
"You were just a baby when I met you. I took the responsibility of becoming a father to you, I didn't know ya father me and ya mother decided it was better that way so I raised you like you were my own" he said in between tears.
After she got herself together she stared in his eyes with a look she had never gave him before " So you mean to tell me after all these years your not even my father". "Baby it ain't about blood that made us family, its about the love that I will always have for you as a father. I maybe not be blood but I will always be ya father" he started which brought more tears to her eyes. She jumped up and hugged L as they both cried together. What he said was true, it wasn't bout blood that made him her father it was about love.
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O walked inside the trap to see Space and Ronny playing the game. He leaned up against the wall and cleared his throat for them to give him their undivided attention. "Wassup pops" Damon said, pausing the game.
"I want y'all to stay away from Mishon and this time I mean business" O stated with not one crack of smile in sight, but Damon seemed to think he was playing at first. Damon bust out laughing "What pops... You seriously playing right now. That's our bull we can't do that".
" Fuck I say"? O yelled so loud he caused them to both jump up and look at him crazy. "No disrespect but Mishon is my bull and I'm not bout to turn my back on him for nothing" Lil. Travis said standing up.
"Yeah well we'll see about that" O said stepping closer to Lil. Travis's face. Lil. Travis smacked his lips and looked back at Space who sat there confused.
"Yo I'm out ya pops tripping on da real" he said, dapping Damon up before heading towards the door. The way out the door his eyes never left O's evil cold eyes. Lil. Travis wasn't scared nor was he threaten, he was his father's son and he just realized maybe it was time to stay away from O. It was something different about him since he came home, he got out of jail trying to run shit and that wasn't flying with Lil. Travis.
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Mishon had just walked in his front door when he noticed a female sitting on his couch in the living room. When he got closer, he saw Shi'day sitting there crying as she looked towards his glass patio balcony. "I found out L isn't my father" she said in a soft voice, without even looking at him.
Mishon took a deep breath as he saw her Payne. He wonder how could someone so small and caring endure so much Payne in her life. "I'm sorry babe".
She took a deep breath and wiped her tears " I just needed a getaway for a few days". He nodded his head at her and she stood up and walked over to him. She kissed his lips and moments later they were in the bedroom making out.
He slowly removed all her clothes and climbed on top her, kissing her lips again. "I love you Shi" he said as he rubbed her hair and moved the strands out her face. She blinked a couple times as she stared in his eyes " I love you too". Once he entered her wetness she gasped for air as she threw her head back a little. She felt the pain for a minute before it turned into pleasure. Slowly moving in and out of her, Mishon kissed all over her face and whispered soft things in her ear. She moaned softly as they made love all night.
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