and with that, she slammed the door in his face.
she ran up the stairs, sobbing. she slammed the door and slid down onto the ground, her knees tucked tightly against her chest.
"stupid stupid finn." she mumbled, taking a few deep breaths.
she stayed like that for at least an hour, memories attacking her mind and making her sob even more. "get. out. of. my. head!!" she screamed at the top of her lungs, feeling breathless.
after the memories finally stopped, she got up. she looked around her room, every little thing reminding her of him. she started with her bed sheets. they smelled like him, that's why she kept them. she ripped them off, throwing them out in the hallway. next, she ripped all the pictures off of her wall, throwing them in the trash.
she walked over to her closet, taking finn's hoodies and shirts out and tossing them into the hallway with her sheets. she groaned, taking a seat on her bed and sniffling. she brushed her hair through her tangled shoulder length hair.
she cried once more, something else reminding her of finn. her hair. "why can't you just get out of my head!?" she whispered, a sob escaping her lips.
she got up off of her bed, going into her bathroom, grabbing a pair of scissors, and chopping it off.
she cut, and cut, and cut, until it didn't reach past her ears.
she smiled at her reflection.
"perfect." she turned the shower on, getting some clothes and hopping in.
once she was finished showering and getting dressed, she took her sheets out to the dumpster, tossing them in. she went back up to the house, grabbing the hoodies, going back downstairs, and getting in the car.
she went to the goodwill, dropping the clothes off and driving back home.
she made sure the house was finn-less. she didn't want to be reminded of him what's-so-ever.
she looked around the house, not noticing a frame with a picture of her and finn at the party where they first met, both of them looked so happy, with big smiled plastered on their faces.
oh how happy they once were.
too bad they weren't happy like that now.
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back to you | fillie
Fanfikceeveryone has a happy ending. if it's not happy, it's not the end. sequel to from now on. [book 2/3 in the fno trilogy] - start: oct. 29, 2018 finish: july 10, 2019 cover by yours truly :)