호시
Are you avoiding me?
I can't help but think that you don't want to talk to me.
I mean, there are instances I call out to you and you still don't hear me.
You weren't wearing headphones.
I try to think of some other reasons on why you don't turn your head to look at me, but I only end up with "maybe you were busy". But there's really no proof to support my claim. You don't seem like you're cramming or anything.
Maybe my brain isn't just as creative as yours. And maybe that's why I can't think of any valid reason to why we haven't been hanging out lately.
But, hey.
We're still walking home together, right?
우지
Honestly, I've never thought it would be this difficult.
And it's not even you that's the problem.
It's me.
Why do I feel like—these emotions are getting stronger when I'm trying to avoid you.
Why is this happening to me? Haven't I been through enough already?!
...
Every time I see you...
I just want to run to you,
so I can hold you,
so I can kiss you...
Goddamnit.
Guess this means I have to postpone walking home with you today.
And most probably the following days after.
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Say It Back || SoonHoon (#wattys2019)
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