호시
"It's nothing really,"
you say, as you use your hand to gently rid your face of any more unwanted tears.
I look at you.
But you won't look at me.
Our eyes don't meet, and I can only imagine what would happen if they did.
"Nothing or not, talk to me about it, Jihoon."
우지
I bite down on my already swollen lip, swallowing down tears that still want to fall.
These tears won't fall for you, Soonyoung.
Like I did.
"He hurt me," I say, grimacing at how bitter it tastes.
And that's when I realize, I won't get hurt, I won't cry in the future, if I won't sell my heart, my soul, for temporary happiness.
For you.
I scoff underneath my breath.
Who am I kidding?
I'm Lee Jihoon.
A boy who can't control his feelings.
A boy who goes by the motto,
"Follow what your heart tells you."
A boy who'd rather feel years of regret and pain, than to miss a day of butterflies and smiles with you.
There's no turning back now.
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Say It Back || SoonHoon (#wattys2019)
Fanfiction[ongoing] "I have only fallen in love with three boys. You were the third. You were the last and the one I loved the most." *short/diary chapters* *fluff and triggering scenes* *gay* *pg-13* *cover by: @ethereal_moondust *updates ten chaps. on sund...
