호시
I'm getting too caught up into it.
Too into you and your lips.
I'm almost losing myself.
Because you do that to me.
You make me want to chase you.
Keep you here.
Even if it costs losing my sanity.
I almost lost myself.
But as I'm slowly spiraling into more and more of my own bliss, your hand crawls its way up my arm, pulling me back into reality.
I quickly move away.
Detaching my lips from yours.
My heart is drumming inside my chest.
I see you, eyes displaying nothing but fear and shock.
God. I'm so stupid.
Why? Of all times?
Did I kiss you?
It felt so perfect at the start.
But now it doesn't seem so.
"I'm so sorry," I shakily say, tearing my eyes away from your beautiful ones.
They make me feel so guilty.
They make me want to do it again.
I quickly push myself off the ground, not bothering to give you one last look.
I'm too afraid.
I'm sorry.
우지
I watch as you hurriedly run out of my front door, almost slamming it shut in the end.
That was it.
I knew the kiss couldn't last forever.
But, I wish it did, just for a little bit longer.
I feel like crying again.
Without you here, the room has gotten colder.
I feel alone.
Which I really am.
I raise a hand to my lips.
I try to not let the memory slip away from me. But I can only remember so little now.
Why'd you have to go, Soonyoung?
I want you here.
I need you here.
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Say It Back || SoonHoon (#wattys2019)
Fanfiction[ongoing] "I have only fallen in love with three boys. You were the third. You were the last and the one I loved the most." *short/diary chapters* *fluff and triggering scenes* *gay* *pg-13* *cover by: @ethereal_moondust *updates ten chaps. on sund...
