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"Jihoon please! Open up!"
You're banging your fists on my front door. My cedar polished wooden door.
For a while I sit there, on the floor, leaning on the wall next to the door. I listen to your yelling and your questions. By now, half my tears have dried.
After a few minutes, I think you gave up. The banging stops, thank god.
But then you say something.
And a sense of de ja vu washes over me.
"Jihoon, please..
Let me in. Don't hurt me like this."
Another tear silently falls.
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The lock unlocks,
and the door inches open just a bit.
I try to push it open even wider, but it won't budge. I can't see you so I'm sure you're standing right behind it.
"What do you want?" You ask me.
Your voice is rough, sounding exactly like someone who has just finished crying.
"Let me in," I say.
You don't give me an instant reply, neither do you have any plan to move.
"Why?"
"Because..." I trail off, as I try to put the right words together. "You helped me. In my own difficult times. I should do the same for you."
Silence is your response, but I know you're thinking about it.
I'm nervous.
If you shut me out now,
this might be the end of everything.
If you close this door,
we might not see each other again.
No more talks, no more games, no more jokes.
No more glances across the hallways.
This might've been the end of us.
But it wasn't.
Because you opened the door,
and you let me in.
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Say It Back || SoonHoon (#wattys2019)
Fiksi Penggemar[ongoing] "I have only fallen in love with three boys. You were the third. You were the last and the one I loved the most." *short/diary chapters* *fluff and triggering scenes* *gay* *pg-13* *cover by: @ethereal_moondust *updates ten chaps. on sund...
