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Damn.
It's already been another week.
School is depriving us of freedom.
Even though I enjoy what I'm doing, there's too much! Seriously! There are requirements attacking me every single freaking day! I don't even have time to hang out with you.
Well, I guess, schoolwork is also attacking you, so even if I'm free, you wouldn't have time as well.
But at least Jueun and I are almost finished with our music video. It's turning out better than we expected—well I, expected.
Jueun was confident things would be perfect in the end. Hopefully so.
I can't wait to finish up everything required for school though.
Of course it's because I'm excited to see how perfect the music video will be and because I'll get my precious freedom back.
But, you know, it's also because I can't wait to spend time with you again.
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I've been thinking for quite a while lately.
Maybe I should stop liking you.
Yep, that's what I did.
Instead of doing my homework, I spent my time thinking.
Maybe things would be better off if I didn't have these feelings for you.
After all, love only gave me misfortune.
I even asked Heecheol about what I should do. I know. It's embarrassing to ask for help about this, but I feel like I'm in a real mess recently.
"If you really like him, don't you think it's unfair to your heart if you start pushing him away? I mean, if you think that's the right thing to do, then do it. But emotions are more powerful than thoughts, just saying."
That's what she said.
I should at least try.
I don't want to get hurt again.
I should try pushing you away.
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Say It Back || SoonHoon (#wattys2019)
Fanfiction[ongoing] "I have only fallen in love with three boys. You were the third. You were the last and the one I loved the most." *short/diary chapters* *fluff and triggering scenes* *gay* *pg-13* *cover by: @ethereal_moondust *updates ten chaps. on sund...
