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"When people found out,
I started getting looks of
shock,
pity, and
disgust.
I guess, no one really thought I swing the other way.
And then, those troublesome guys came my way. I never had any experience with them before that. Never got myself in a mess with them.
There was no reason to then.
And then they started to use their time with me. It began slowly but escalated quickly.
I tried to fight back. Once, or twice. But they were stronger than me. Four versus one. How could I have ever fought them?
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When Seungcheol found the first ever bruises given to me.
He freaked out and got angry. He swore he'd report them and beat them up too.
He treated them until they healed, carefully treating my worry away as well.
I had hope things would go well.
That there was no need to be afraid with him by my side.
False hope, it was.
The following two weeks later, those guys dragged me in front of the entire school.
I remember.
One punched me, one emptied my backpack, and the other laughed while calling me a—" I pause, "you know what I mean.
'I heard you've got a boy toy somewhere in this school. Mind telling me who it is?' I think it was the leader who said that.
I got punched once more when I didn't answer. And just when my vision was about to get hazy,
I saw him
watching me,
along with everyone in that wretched school.
His eyes held pity.
Just like all the others that stood there.
I waited.
While I was beaten to death, I waited.
Because I thought he was gonna help me. Save me.
I watched as he tore his eyes away from me, and walked away.
Walked out of my life just like that.
I blacked out after.
After hearing those monsters continue to laugh because... I cried.
God. I feel so pathetic talking about this."
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Say It Back || SoonHoon (#wattys2019)
Fiksi Penggemar[ongoing] "I have only fallen in love with three boys. You were the third. You were the last and the one I loved the most." *short/diary chapters* *fluff and triggering scenes* *gay* *pg-13* *cover by: @ethereal_moondust *updates ten chaps. on sund...
