real pt. 2

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by zohappy

by zohappy

After a while I let you call me

and you were right, it made you less of a fantasy

I wanted something real and now you seemed to be

I attached myself to you, forgetting there could never be a we

AN: It's gotta rain sometimes. That's how you learn to appreciate the sunshine.

I'm fine. Really, I am. I just wish teenage hearts weren't so desperate, ya know?

ANYWAY! The journal. Is my life how I imagined?

No. But that's probably a good thing. I want different things now than I did when I was imagining this point in my life. I mean there are some things that I do wish were a reality. I always thought I'd lose the awkwardness. I haven't. Don't get me wrong, I'm a lot less awkward than I use to be but it's not fully gone and probably never will be. Oh well. Life is a process.