Why Gen Z Kids will fix the world- or at least help people know why it's broken

Suicide

No names or genders are being disclosed
Suicide... Very touchy topic.

Me personally? I've had those thoughts many many times.

I'm still here- I don't know how.

My friend just gave me a call..
I was braiding my little sisters Hair and I saw my phone ringing. I, luckily, picked up.

Voice shaky, low, and sad, the friend said these distinct words I've thought before.

I Can't do This Anymore.

I Can't Do This Anymore.

I can't do this anymore.
The words nobody wants to hear, nobody wants to think, or say,

I thought maybe I didn't hear correctly.
I asked If this was for real

The answer? Yes.

I may delete this chapter.. I have no idea. My hands are so shaky I'm not typing correctly.

I convinced them to at least come to school tomorrow so I can say things in person.

They told me why exactly, and I can't even argue it.

I mean.. I wouldn't be strong enough to live the next day.

I told them that- I told them they must've been doing SOMETHING right.

And now I don't know what's going to happen.

Is tomorrow the last day I will ever talk to them?

Is tomorrow the day.. Their life will come to a stop? Will they change their mind?

Would they come to a new perspective or would they go through with it?

I.. Ive always prepared how to pull people out of a situation like that

And lemme tell you.. it's so much easier to save someone online across the world then it is someone you know in real life.

It's a surreal feeling that I don't want to feel.

Awaking moment..

Really pulls you down to earth.

My mom was killed in November *not saying the date* pretty close to this week.

What happens if this isn't.. What happens if maybe they do it?

I have a list of things I want to tell them and I can't even bring myself to words.

I'm gonna stop typing.. I may unpublish  this..

I don't wanna talk about it but I can't keep it locked up.

I'm sorry you had to read this poorly written self pity shitfest.