I'm sorry for this, I'm in a long car ride and I need to say this and I can't think of a better place to say it.
You guys know I'm adopted along with some siblings right? Okay so uh, The little ones don't remember mom as much and I don't know if I'm just a bitch but I hate hearing them replace mom with my aunt.. like I love my aunt but
And it's like
Yes she serves the role as mom
Yes she is a mom
No she is not Mom
And she's trying but she will NEVER be MOM.
And I can't say this to her without seriously hurting her
And I can't ask them why they're replacing her because that's selfish and if they grow up normal because they think Aunt ___ is Mom, I mean what else can I ask for
I just absolutely can't stand this
Watching them let her fade like this
And people keep telling me they wish they were me because i lived 12 years (how old I was when the thing happened) with such a wonderful Mom.
And it's like I don't think they understand exactly what cost that comes at
They don't know exactly how fucked up I am and they don't know that Mom was the reason we made it out of there ALIVE. They don't understand the chaos that runs through my head and it's just.. They don't wanna be in my shoes. They really don't.
But at the same time I get where they're coming from because I would do it all again if it meant we got to know her and maybe on the plus side I would do something differently.
I don't know. It just hurts. Sorry for this.
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General FictionThis is filled with Gen Z memes, and some very true facts about us. Edit- This May also be rant filled and like a diary Edit Edit- I changed the cover because this book is clearly more than a book about bleach memes
