I know I said no more depressing things but holy fuck I'm a bad sister.
My sister just read me a list of "goals" or things she was doing wrong when she was really depressed.
Hearing what she said
Every
Damn
Thing
She said that affected her the most
I implemented in her head
I SAID THOSE THINGS TO HER AND SHE CARRIED THEM AND DROWNED IN THEM WHILE I KEPT ON ADDING MORE
she said it's fine
She said her depression is mainly healed
I'm really happy that she's doing better.
But I'm not okay. She pushed through depression without the meds and here I am, bottling up. She was suffering so much and those thoughts gave her so much more dysmorphia (which she still has) and I can't
I said those horrible things
And I'm not even okay enough to make it through without the meds, SOMETHING SHE SHOULDVE HAD AND THAT I SHOULDNT GET
anyways I just wanted to say this. I can't keep it in my head so imma just leave it here.
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Why Gen Z Kids will fix the world- or at least help people know why it's broken
General FictionThis is filled with Gen Z memes, and some very true facts about us. Edit- This May also be rant filled and like a diary Edit Edit- I changed the cover because this book is clearly more than a book about bleach memes
