New Beginning || JJK

chapter 6 ,,Silence"

HaEun's pov
Mark still didn't answer Y/N...
She was worried that something happend... I can understand her but aish I don't know... I don't trust him...
,,Unnie.. please don't worry. I will ask BamBam about Mark.  He probably just fell asleep..." I nervously tried to calm her down a little.
Maybe she's about to cry.. maybe she thinks that he's cheating again?
Maybe the pain is already killing her..
I don't really know because she's silent... really silent.

HaEun
Bambam?
Babe, do you know where Mark is?

Bambam
Hey. Well he told me that he's working today

HaEun
Working?
He told us that he's free today...
Ehm..okay thanks babe...
Love you

BamBam
No problem.
Love you too.

Without thinking about it I called Rose. Y/N looked at me with a confused look on her face.
I waited for her to pick up.
I chocked when I heard Mark's voice answering the call.
I hang up and smiled at Y/N.
,,BamBam isn't picking up... I c-can't ask him now..." I lied

I don't know what to do.
She needs to leave him but she loves him. I secretly started freaking out... when she finds out that I know... she will hate me.
U-Unnie will hate me..
I started getting silent at the tears leaving her eyes..
W-what should I do?

,,Let's write the letter for the university" Y/N said changing the topic.
I smiled and nodded.
I was thinking about everything.
She's so hurt because of him.. and now he's with the girl he cheated on Y/N with...
That's too much for me...
Too much pressure..
I'm such a bad friend..

,,HaEun-ssi? Are you okay? I know that Mark isn't answering me.. B-but i need to trust him... he's probably sleeping. Okay... don't be angry. I appreciate you staying by my side. But if you don't want to stay you can go and rest. I'm fine..." she told me.
,,Oh no. It's fine. I will stay with you. I'm just a little worried that something might happened." I tried to convince her that I'm not angry. What's obviously a huge lie...
She agreed and we started writing the letters for the university.

After we finished I got up and called Hope.
She was on her way and I told her to bring food because I'm hungry and I don't want Y/N to skip a meal again.

Hope arrived with food and clothes to change. We want to make Y/N happy with a Bestie evening.
We told Hope about the letters and she jumped in excitement.
I went silent once again.

I would lie if I would say that the situation with Mark and Rose isn't killing me...
I want to tell Y/N but will she hate me?
Of course she will... that's a stupid question.
Hope and Y/N are still talking about crushes and boyfriends.
Ugh..
Unnie I'm sorry...
But I have no proof that he cheated.. like maybe they just talked.
Aish I'm sorry Unnie.
I'm just so sorry

Hope's pov
I noticed how silent HaEun is...
Is she okay?
,,Ehm.. HaEun... are you okay?  Like you are really quiet and I'm worried.. like... please talk.."
I wanted her to know that I'm there for her.
She nodded and kept thinking about something...
B-but what?
Did something happen between her and BamBam?
I hope not...
,,HaEun just talk to us already. Your silence is killing me and Hope obviously too" Y/N looked at me and then at HaEun.

HaEun's pov
I didn't realize my silence...
Suddenly I busted out crying and sobbing like there was no tomorrow.
,,I'm so sorry Unnie. I called Rose and Mark picked up. I don't know if something happend between them..." I paused for a second to catch breath.
I looked at them and saw how shook they were.
I started talking again
,,I just know that it was Mark and H-he well he was like talking to someone probably R-Rose because it was her phone. I'm such a bad friend. Please don't hate me"

Hope just looked at Y/N with wide eyes and her lips were parted because of the shock.

speak yourself before getting silent.
Because the silence kills the most of us...

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