New Beginning || JJK

Chapter 20 ,,ready or not?"

Y/N's pov
,,would you be my girlfriend?" Jungkook questioned me as I didn't know what to say.
,,Jungkook" I spoke out softly and he looked at me with understanding eyes.
,,You need time right? It's okay... take the time you need."
I smiled with a hint of guilt.
,,I will bring you home" he said and we walked to the dorm.
On my way I realized that I fell for him but that I'm not ready for a new relationship.
I really like him.
We arrived at the dorm and I looked at him.
,,Jungkook" i said once again.
,,I really like you but I'm not ready for a relationship."
,,I'll wait." He took my hands in his and smiled at me
,,Happy birthday Y/N..." he said as he pecked my cheek and turned around to go to his car.
I just stood there speechless and I didn't know what to do.
With my heart beating as fast as hell and a pink face I went inside and ran into my room.
No one was home I was quite confused.
As I arrived at my room I saw a big teddy bear on my bed.
It had a letter with it and I read it.
,,Happy birthday Y/N. I love you
-JK"
the letter said as I smiled at the thought that Jungkook send me this.
,,He l-loves me" I whispered and let myself fall on the bed.
I felt butterflies in my stomach and I couldn't stop smiling as I realized that I need help.
,,WAIT.  HE.. HE LOVES ME AND I-I'M NOT READY..." I screamed and knew that only one person could help.
,,No this can't be uffff" I said and took out my phone.
I thought twice about it and decided not to call her as the doorbell rang.
,,Maybe it's Jungkook and he forget something." I opened the door and saw someone I hoped not to see.

,,Surprise" HaEun screamed and I looked at them with teary eyes...
,,W-what are you doing here? And how do you know here I live?" I said still not believing my eyes.
,,Aish it's nice to see you too" Hope said smiling.
,,Can we have a hug or what?"
I ran to them and hugged them.
,,I missed you so much girls" I cried and they started sobbing too.
,,What are you doing here though?"
,,First of all. HOW COULD YOU LEAVE US?! HOW UNNIE?!" HaEun yelled at me and I had to giggle.
,,YAH. DON'T SCREAM AT HER IT'S HER BIRTHDAY" Hope hit her and continued talking.
,,It's your birthday and we really missed you" she told me looking at the ground and I just smiled.
,,you should know something... Mark was the one hitting me with the car so I tried to escaped from my problems and I kind of succeeded..." they looked at me in shock.
,, A lot happend girls... I met Bts.. I'm a trainee now and I'm going to be in a girlgroup you know" I said as I stood up walking to a window.
,,YOU ARE A TRAINEE?! BUT I'M WAY MORE TALENTED THAN U?!" HaEun screamed once again and we just had to laugh.
,,You said you met bts?" Hope questioned changing the topic and I nodded.

I told them everything that happend.
How I met Jungkook.
How I became a trainee.
How the girls are.
What happend between me and Jungkook.
,,He kissed you?! He just kissed you and confessed... all you said was ,, Oh sorry I need time"?! ARE U KIDDING ME Y/N?!" HaEun expressed really frustrated.
I looked at her and knew what she meant.
,,Do u like him?"  Hope asked as I replied without a second of hesitation.
,,I really do. I feel so save around him." I smiled feeling the butterflies in my stomach while thinking about him.
,,Well. You will never be ready for a new relationship." My smile fadded at HaEun's words.
,,But you have to make yourself ready for the one you love" she continued and I was shook. How did she become that poetic?!
,,Y-you are right. I need to go" I told them running out of the dorm straight to the Boy's dorm.
I arrived and knocked at the door, Jungkook opend and looked at me very surprised.
,,Surprise" I said smiling and kind of nervous.
I admired him and didn't know what to say.
,,Y/N? What are you doing here?"
,,Well I-i just wanted to kind of tell you that I don't know if I'm ready for a new relationship.  You are really amazing and I really really like you Jungkook but I don't want to get hurt again." he smiled at my words and hugged me.
,,I promise I won't hurt you like he did. I would never hurt you Y/N. I swear." he told me as he kissed me with so much love.
I haven't felt so much love in a while. During the kiss I started crying.
My heart felt like it's going to explode and I just had to kiss him back.
We parted, he noticed my tears and wiped them away.
He stroked my cheek with his hand and I whispered to him.
,,Maybe I'm not ready but I'll never be ready if I don't try... I would love to be your girlfriend Kookie" He smiled at me and stroked a strand of hair behind my ear.
I smiled back at him and his next words made my heart melt.
,,I love it when you look at me and smile"

Never expect things to happen, it's better to feel surprised than to feel disappointed~♡

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Heyyyy my lovely readers.
How are you? I hope you're fine and I hope you enjoyed this chapter.
So basically Christmas is coming and I'm wondering if I should do a Christmas chapter.
I'm thankful for the 400 reads, for every single reader and for your support!
I love you and I wish you the best.
-Author-nim 💜