New Beginning || JJK

Chapter 43:,,fallen angel"

Y/N's p.o.v
I woke up in an unknown room and felt a harsh pain in my heart. I looked around and saw Jungkook looking outside of the window. I didn't remember what happened before . i didn't remember why I was in the hospital. ,,J-jungkook?" i asked with a trembling voice as he turned around with teary eyes and a very small baby- no not baby... Fetus in his arms. There it hit me...I remembered what happened.. He walked to me and gave me our son... ,,Oh god- I-" i started when he interrupted me. ,,It's not your fault." he kissed me and we started caressing and stroking the baby's head. ,,W-we need a n-name" he nodded letting his tears go. ,,Young-jae" he whispered as i looked up to meet his eyes. ,,Th-that was my father's name" i cried out and he pecked my lips. ,,I know jagi.. He was a fighter.. just like our little angel" he exclaimed... I nodded.. ,,Jeon Young-jae. We will miss you."

Yoongi's p.o.v

It's the 20th august 2019. It's been 4month since Young-jae's death... We all where shocked when we found out and since then Y/N started falling into that deep hole again. That hole where jungkook could save her from in the beginning... but now, it's even worse. She never smiles... she pushes everyone away... Jungkook keeps practising to distract himself.. I can tell how broken they feel... how heart broken we all feel.  I went to visit her but she doesn't show any kind of emotion.. Tae and HaEun tried to but they could't help either... Jimin noticed how much that hurt me. He tried to distract me but that hurted even more. He broke up with me... ,,Hyung.." I hear Jimin's soft voice call for me. ,,Hyung I'm sorry... I didn't meant to hurt you.. I thought, you'd be better without me..I'm not good enough for-" ,,DON'T YOU EVER SAY THAT AGAIN" i raised my voice while tears streamed down my face. ,,If you weren't good enough, I would not have fallen for you. I would not love you, i would be over you by now. BUT i'm not. BECAUSE I LOVE YOU JIMIN OKAY?! I NEVER STOPPED LOVING YOU!" he flinched at me yelling at him. ,,Yoongi please-" he came closer ,,Please what? Tell me Jimin, what do you expect me to do?" his eyes turned teary. ,,I-" he choked on his words. ,,You don't understand. I lost my father, my nephew. I'm losing my sister... I've lost the love of my life. What do you want from me? do you want to break me again?!" he looked shocked and started crying. ,,I WANT YOU MIN YOONGI. I WANT TO LOVE YOU AGAIN BECAUSE I LOVE YOU YOONGI. I NEVER STOPPED LOVING YOU, OKAY?" he started screaming and rested his forhead agains mine.. ,,I want to hold you again, i want to call you mine again, i want to intertwine hands with you. i want to be with you Yoongs" he whispered the end of the sentance and i couldn't control myself anymore. I smashed our lips together and first he seemed shocked but ended up kissing me back. I missed him so much. Maybe he can help me through this dark time and maybe he can help me get Y/N back..

He takes away the pain that I feel all this time...

Hopefully Jungkook can take my sisters pain away again...

I thought she's going to be happy...

But she's in hell on earth..

Call her Lucifer, because she's a fallen angel.
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Maybe Jk can...
Maybe not...
Maybe everything will end soon and Y/N will smile again 💜

Lots of love.
-Author-nim💜