New Beginning || JJK

chapter 7 ,,Mistakes"

Y/N pov
Hope looked at me with a shocked expression.
I was speechless and looked at HaEun she was crying really hard.
I didn't know what to say I just stood up and walked to her.
I hugged her and told her that everything is fine and that we all make mistakes.

I started crying because I saw her in pain.
,,Sweetheart... don't cry. It's okay" I tried to confort her but she started sobbing harder.
,,Unnie. I-i'm so s-s-sorry.." she cried out.
Hope stood next to us in total silence and starred at us.

,,W-well..." Hope cleared her throat and continued talking...
,,We don't really know what happend between Rose and Mark.. maybe he just told her to leave him alone... "
HaEun whiped away her tears and looked Hope in the eyes.
,,you are right... but I feel so guilty... Sorry Unnie..."
I slightly laughed and answered with a sweet voice.
,,HaEun.  It's okay. We all make mistakes and I'm not mad at all. You and Hope are like sisters to me. I love you with all of my heart okay? Don't feel guilty"
I smiled at them and Hope ran to me into my embrace.
Tears ran down her cheeks and she stuttered ,,Unnie... Y-you are so important for me. I w-was scared you might f-fight now. I love you both..."
HaEun hugged us too and cried in happiness.

I smiled and asked them if they want to watch a movie.
Suddenly my Phone started ringing.
I checked the caller ID and saw that it's Mark.
I picked up.

Mark's pov
Flashback
I was at Rose's place...
I wanted to talk to her.
Well about the little incident between us..
,,Rose we shouldn't be friends anymore.."
,,What?! WHY?! OPPA PLEASE DON'T!" She raised her voice
,,Rose... First of all... I could have lost Y/N twice because of you... second. Don't call me oppa" I told her in an angry tone.
,,What?! Just because of a little kiss between friends?" She smiled innocently at me.
I rolled my eyes at her.
,,NO! because I hit Y/N with the car when you called me while I was driving..."
She smirked at my words.
,,so you almost killed the little girlfriend of yours, because you wanted to pick up? Ugh?  Is that so?"
I got very angry at her and tried to hold me back.
,,Why did you call that day?"
I asked her really curious.
,,I wanted to hang out with you. What's the problem?" Explained with an ironic voice.
,,The problem is that you kissed me when I was drunk Rose. The problem is that I love Y/N. You are the problem rose."
She sighs in disappointment stood up and went into the kitchen.
Her phone started ringing and she told me to pick up.
I picked up and said hello.
The number was unknown and immediately hung up after hearing my voice.
I checked the clock and saw that it's 18 o'clock.
,,Shit!" I yelled out in frustration.
I forgot about the time.
Y/N she's probably home... and worried.
I took all of my things and left Rose behind.
I didn't even say goodbye or anything I just wanted to call Y/N.

End of flashback.

,,Babe? I'm sorry. I forgot about the time? Are you at Home? Are you fine? I'm so sorry Jagi..." I panicked.
,,Oh hey Mark. Don't worry I'm fine.. yes I'm home with Hope and HaEun." She told me with a sweet voice.
,, I'm so sorry Jagi. I love you. Please forgive me" I started sobbing

Y/N pov
,,I'm so sorry Jagi. I love you. Please forgive me" I heard him sobbing.
,,I just have one question Mark... please answer with the truth...."
He asked me what my question would be.
Out if sudden I then asked him
,,Why where you with Rose today? HaEun called her and you responded.." I tried to sound calm and comfortable...
I tried to trust him...
,,Jagi. I told her to break the contact. I don't want to be her friend after what happend. Because I'm sorry and you don't deserve to suffer when you see her. I swear nothing happend."
I heard him crying louder because he thought that i wouldn't believe him.
,,I believe you Mark..." I told him calming him down
,,I'm sorry that I forgot the time Babe. I love you so much it will never happen again. I swear. I'm so sorry"
I listened and nodded.
,,it's okay... we all make mistakes"
I lied tears run down my cheeks and I started crying in silence while my best friends were focused on the movie...
,,Okay Babe. I have to go now. The girls want to watch a movie..."
I paused for a second to clear my throat
,,I-i l-love you" I stuttered never stopping the tears from falling down.
,,I love you too."
I hung up and started thinking about today....
I was caught in my thoughts...

Yes we all make mistakes and everyone needs a second chance....
But sometimes the biggest mistake you can make is to forgive someone who not only hurt you once but twice...
Because you hope forgiveness beats the pain but sometimes it gets worse...
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Hey
So this was my chapter ,,Mistakes"
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Saranghaeyo
~Author-nim