New Beginning || JJK

Chapter 32 ,,Far away"

(Yoongi's pov)

We all know this feeling when you love someone but you don't know how to confess to him...
Well thats exactly my case...
I need to tell him...
Jimin has been there for me for so long and i somehow got feelings for him.
I want to wake up next to him, to hold his hand and hold him in my arms...
I always knew that i wasn't quite straight but i never imagined to fall for my best friend.
I told Y/N about it before her performance and she was so happy for me..
All i can think about is him...
He's right next to me,looking at the same spot as me but still so far away.
When i look at him, i feel like i'm caught in a dream and i get lost in his beautiful hazel eyes.

When  Y/N was done performing she ran off the stage right into her closet, i got worried and wanted to follow her but Jungkook did so and Jimin told me to give them some space.
I did like i was told when i heard Jungkook call my name.
I imediatly ran to them and saw that Y/N passed out.
I ran to a stuff and she calles an ambulance.
After some minutes it arrived and we drove to the hospital.
Junkook drove with Y/N in the ambulance, while we drove by ourselves.
I sat next to Y/N's bed and held her hand. I was so worried.

,,why didn't you eat?.. i told you that one day you would pass out... You didn't listen...You are so stubborn" i whispered while she was sleeping.
I heard the door open and it revealed Jimin...
Jungkook drove home to take some of her things because she would have to stay a night. The doctors want to check if everything is fine with her..
He gave me a weak smile and asked me how i felt..
,,I'm fine, don't worry"  i replied while looking straight into his shining eyes.
,,do you want to talk?" he questioned me never breaking the eye contact and sitting next to me.
I shook my head in response as he took my hand in his and slightly smiled.
,,Yoongi, I'll always listen to you if you want to talk... You are so strong hyung" he explained looking at my lips for a second and then back into my eyes.
I did the same.
,,Somehow....The moon reminds me of you.. So beautiful, so bright and so far away" i whispered while stroking his cheek that was now tinted a shade of pink.
He's so cute when he's blushing.
i chuckled as he came closer and i leaned in.
Our faces just inches away as i could feel his breath against my lips when i whispered
,,I fell for you Jimin. God, i love you so much." he smiled and answered without a second of hesitation ,,I love you too Yoongi. You cant even imagine how much"

(Y/N's pov)
i woke up by hearing two voices.
I slowly opened my eyes to see Jimin and Yoongi staring at each other.
I didnt say anything because i didnt want to destroy the moment.
Their faces were only inches away as i started to fangirl.
//Omo. are they going to kiss? so cute omfg// i thought as i wanted to close my eyes again to pretend that i'm asleep.
Before i could even close them i saw them kissing and totally awed then i finally got the guts to say something and cleared my throught.
,,Yoongi..."
they parted and blushed..

,,Y-yes.. how do you feel princess?" he asked as i giggled.
,,good.. where is Jungkook" i whispered
,,On his way... Y/N you can't do the surprise party for Hope.. You need to stay a night..." he explained me as my heart broke... i felt my eyes getting teary at the word surprise as i remembered what happend earlier.
,,Mark..." i mumbled as Jimin looked at me confused.
,,Y/N? do you want me to call Jungkook?" he questioned me as i shook my head in no as a response...
Suddenly the door opened and Jungkook came inside ,,Good. You're awake Jagi" he greeted me as he aproached me and pecked my forehead.
I smiled at his touch and he sat next to me.
,,We will leave. We need to talk" Jimin explained while holding Yoongis hand and pulling him out of the room.
,,Love... you need to eat more again.. or you will faint more often.. we don't want that to happen again right?" he told me with a caring voice as i just agreed...
I felt tears leaving my eyes because i felt so guilty... He took my hand in his and tried to calm me.
,,I love you Y/N.. i really do. I am crazy about you and i dont want to lose you... please never do that again. i was so scared that i might lose you..." his voice cracked and i felt my heart break once again.
I sat myself up and kissed him.
,,I-i'm here Kookie. It's okay. I love you too... i will never leave you."

Sometimes i just want to go far, far away from everybody... but then i think about you and you're the only reason to stay.. When i'm about to end it but you're the omly one who can convince me other way... You're the only one who can make my fake smile turn real... Because you were the one I had to find
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Heyyyyyy my cuties<3
i decited to write another chapter for today because i just felt like it and  i cant stop thanking you for your support.
i wish y'all the best and that everything you wish for will come true.
i want you to be happy and cheerful because you deverve the world.
I love y'all so much.
Never stop fighting.💜
I purple you.💜
- Author-nim.💜