New Beginning || JJK

chapter 34 ,,4'o clock"

Yoongi's pov

(13.03.2017)

It was 4 o'clock and I couldnt sleep that night so i decited to go into Jungkooks room to ask him something... ,,Kookie? i have a question. WAKE UP" i woke him up.. it wasn't that soft but okaaay. I'm his hyung. I'm allowed to :) ,,Whaaaaaaat" he whispered sleeply and pissed of.. ,,I wanted to ask if you thought about proposing to Y/N?" i questioned him a bit shy as he stood up and looked at me confused. ,,How do you know?" he asked me and i was shook. ,,WAIT; YOU WANT TO PROPOSE TO-" i replied with a loud, shooked but also happy voice. He interupted me by shutting my mouth with his hand. ,,Shut up hyung" he responded angry and bothered of my manners. ,,When...?" i aked very curiouse.. he rolled his eyes and laid down again.. ,, You will find out soon enough" he closed his eyes and i got pissed off. I decited to go for a walk as i wanted to clear my mind a bit...

without a destination i arrived at the girls dorm and saw that the light in Y/N's room was on... I wrote her but she didnt answer.. That's when i got worried. I took the key from under the carpet, got inside and quitely walked into my sisters room... She wasn't there as i noticed the light was also burning in the bathroom, the door slightly opened as i heard someone cry. I peeked inside to see my sister (with her clothes on) sitting in the bathtub... The tub was full of water.. Her wrist was covered with blood, she was crying... silently.. but she still was crying... I didn't know what to do.. seeing her like that broke my heart.. She cut once again.. this time on her artery. I ran inside as she just smiled and whispered something ,,I'm sorry Yoongi... i'll be fine.. i swear." tears started streaming down my face at the traumatic view.. I took her into my arms and cried as she fained and i called an ambulance. ,, be strong princess... you can't leave me, You can't leave HaEun, Hope.... the others.. what about Jungkook. He loves you.. He wants to marry you! Do you hear me? You can't leave us! We need you!" my voice cracked as i tried to talk to her...

As we arrived at the hospital, the doctors took her into the surgery to operate her. I called Jungkook, HaEun and Hope.... Jungkook first didn't realize what was going on, when i explained him he bursted out in tears and couldn't calm himself... Hope and HaEun broke down as well. I was still in trauma and couldn't shed a single tear anymore. i just looked emotionless at a spot of the waitingroom...

After some time the doctor arrived to inform us about Y/N's situation... ,,I'm sorry... she didn't make-"(JUST KIDDING LMAO XD)

,,She made it.. it was difficult but she's strong.. " he pat my shoulder and gave me a weak smile ,,You were there at the right time.. You saved your sister's life Mr.Min" i was happy to hear that she's fine but couldn't forgt what she told me before fainting... all that blood... I will never forget this...

I was right.. I never forget it... A lot of things can happen at 4 o clock...

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Heyyy my cuties<3...Sorry for this traumatic chapter.. i didn't feel good the whole day and got the urge to write an chapter like this just so you know how Y/N's situation is becoming worse... I don't know how much more chapters i will write in this story.. maybe 6-11 (till chapter 40-45) yeah who knows.. but i'm thinking about writing a sequel when i completed this book. (okay tbh , i already started writing the sequel.. sorry, not sorry)

I purple you <3

-Author-nim <3